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Choose life.
Choose a job.
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Choose a career.
Choose a family.
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Choose a fucking
big television.
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Choose washing machines, cars,
compact-disc players,
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and electrical tin openers.
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Choose good health,
low cholesterol,
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and dental insurance.
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Choose fixed-interest
mortgage repayments.
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Choose a starter home.
Choose your friends.
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Choose leisurewear
and matching luggage.
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Choose a three-piece suite
on hire purchase
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in a range of fucking fabrics.
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Choose D.I. Y. And wondering who
you are on a Sunday morning.
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Choose sitting,
watching mind-numbing,
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spirit-crushing game shows,
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stuffing fucking junk food
into your mouth.
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Tommy, go!
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Choose rotting away
at the end of it,
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pissing your last
in a miserable home.
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An embarrassment
to the selfish,
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fucked-up brats that you've
spawned to replace yourself.
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Choose your future.
Choose life.
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Here comes Johnny Yen again
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With the liquor and drugs
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But why would I want to do
a thing like that?
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He's gonna do
another striptease
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I chose not to choose life.
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I chose something else.
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And the reasons?
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There are no reasons.
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Who needs reasons
when you've got heroin?
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Yeah, something called love
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Well, that's like
hypnotizing chickens
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"Goldfinger's"
better than "Dr. No. "
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Both of them are a lot better
than "Diamonds Are Forever. "
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A judgment reflected
in its relatively poor showing
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at the box office.
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In which field, of course,
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"Thunderball"
was a notable success.
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People think it's all
about misery and desperation
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and death and all that shite,
which is not to be ignored.
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Fuck off!
Doss cunt!
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But what they forget
is the pleasure of it.
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Wild hands like me!
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You prick!
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Otherwise we wouldn't do it.
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- Do you want me to do it?
- Yeah.
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Beaut as the driven snow,
that shit, Danny.
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After all,
we're not fucking stupid.
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Well, at least, we're not
that fucking stupid.
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Take the best orgasm
you ever had,
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multiply it by 1, 000, and
you're still nowhere near it.
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That beats any meat injection.
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That beats any fucking cock
in the world.
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When you're on junk, you have
only one worry. Scoring.
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When you're off it, you worry
about all sorts of other shite.
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Got no money.
Can't get drunk.
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Got money.
Drinking too much.
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Can't get a girl.
No chance of a ride.
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Got a girl.
Too much hassle.
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You have to worry about bills,
about food,
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about some football team
that never wins,
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about human relationships
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and all of the things
that don't matter
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when you've got a sincere
and truthful junk habit.
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I'd say, in those days,
he was a muscular actor.
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With all the presence of someone
like Cooper or Lancaster,
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but combined with a sly wit...
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...to make him a formidable
romantic lead.
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Closer in that respect
to Cary Grant.
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Aah.
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Hey, man,
where'd ya get that lotion?
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Your skin starts itching
once you buy the gimmick
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About something called love
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Love, love, love
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Well, that's like
hypnotizing chickens
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The only drawback, or at least
the principal drawback,
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is that you have to endure
cunts telling you...
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"No way would I poison my body
with that shite. "
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All the fucking chemicals.
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No fucking way.
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It's a waste of your life, Mark,
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poisoning your body
with that shite.
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Every chance you've had, son,
you've blown it.
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Stuffing your veins
with that filth.
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From time to time, even I
have uttered the magic words.
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Never again, Swanney.
I'm off the scag.
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Are you serious?
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Yeah. No more.
I'm finished with that shite.
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It's up to you.
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I'm going to get it sorted out,
get off it for good.
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I sure have heard
that one before.
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The Sick Boy method.
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Well, it really worked
for him, eh?
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He's always been lacking
in moral fiber.
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He knows a lot
about Sean Connery.
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That's hardly a substitute.
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You need one more hit.
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No, I don't think so.
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For the long night
that lies ahead.
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We called him Mother Superior
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on account of the length
of his habit.
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Of course
I'd have another shot.
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After all, I had work to do.
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Relinquishing junk, stage one.
Preparation.
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For this you will need one
room, which you will not leave.
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Soothing music.
Tomato soup, 10 tins of.
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Mushroom soup, 8 tins of
for consumption cold.
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Ice cream, vanilla,
one large tub of.
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Magnesia, milk of, one bottle.
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Paracetamol,
mouthwash, vitamins,
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mineral water,
Lucozade, pornography.
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One mattress.
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One bucket for urine, one
for feces, and one for vomitus.
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One television.
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One bottle of Valium, which
I procured from my mother,
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who is, in her own domestic
and socially acceptable way,
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also a drug addict.
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And now I'm ready.
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All I need is one final hit
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to soothe the pain while
the Valium takes effect.
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Mikey. Hi.
Yeah, it's Mark Renton.
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Look, could you help me out?
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This was typical
of Mikey Forrester.
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What the fuck are these?
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Under the normal run of things
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I would have had nothing to do
with the cunt,
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but this was not
the normal run of things.
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Opium suppositories.
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Ideal for your purposes.
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Slow release.
Bring you down gradually.
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Custom-fucking-designed
for your needs.
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I want a fucking hit!
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That's all I've got, man.
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Take it or leave it.
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Are you feeling better now?
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For all the good
they've done me,
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I might as well have
stuck them up my arse.
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Heroin makes you constipated.
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The heroin from my last hit
is fading away.
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The suppositories
have yet to melt.
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Ohh!
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I'm no longer constipated.
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I fantasize about massive
pristine convenience.
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Brilliant gold taps,
virginal-white marble,
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a seat carved from ebony,
a cistern full of Chanel No. 5,
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and a flunky handing me
pieces of raw silk toilet roll.
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But under the circumstances,
I'll settle for anywhere.
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Ohh.
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Fuck.
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Ohh! Oh!
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Ahh.
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Yes, a fucking Godsend!
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And now.
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Now I'm ready.
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The downside of coming off junk
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was I knew I would mix
with my friends
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in a state of full
consciousness.
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It was awful.
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They reminded me of myself.
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I could hardly bear
to look at them.
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Take Sick Boy, for instance.
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He came off junk
at the same time.
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Not because he wanted to.
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Just to annoy me.
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Just to show me
how easily he could do it,
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thereby downgrading
my own struggle.
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Sneaky fucker, don't you think?
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When I wanted to lie there
and feel sorry for myself,
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he insisted on telling me
once again
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about his unifying theory
of life.
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It's certainly a phenomenon
in all walks of life.
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What do you mean?
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Well, at one point,
you've got it.
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Then you lose it,
and it's gone forever.
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All walks of life.
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Georgie Best, for example,
had it, lost it.
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Or David Bowie, or Lou Reed.
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Lou Reed? Some of his
solo stuff's not bad.
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No, it's not bad, but it's not
great either, is it?
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In your heart, you kind of know
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that although it sounds all
right, it's actually just shite.
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So who else?
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Charlie Nicholas, David Niven,
Malcolm McLaren, Elvis Presley.
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Okay, okay, so what is the point
you're trying to make?
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All I am trying to do, Mark,
is to help you understand
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that "The Name of the Rose"
is merely a blip
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on an otherwise uninterrupted
downward trajectory.
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And what about
"The Untouchables"?
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I don't rate that at all.
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Despite the Academy Award?
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That means fuck all.
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It's a sympathy vote.
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So we all get old, we can't hack
it anymore, and that's it?
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Yeah.
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That's your theory?
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Yeah.
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Beautifully fucking illustrated.
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Give me the gun.
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Give me the gun.
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Do you see the beast?
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Have you got it in your sights?
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Clear enough, Miss Moneypenny.
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This should present
no significant problems.
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Aah! No!
Fuck! Aah!
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For a vegetarian, Rents,
you're a fucking evil shot.
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No! Get off!
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Without heroin,
I attempted to lead a useful
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and fulfilling life
as a good citizen.
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- Good luck, Spud.
- Cheers, Cowboy.
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Remember, if they think you're
not trying, you're in trouble.
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First hint of that,
they'll be on to the DHSS.
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"This cunt is not trying. "
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00:14:16,822 --> 00:14:18,949
And your giro is
fucking finished, right?
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00:14:19,058 --> 00:14:20,548
But then again, try too hard...
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You might get the fucking job.
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Exactly.
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Nightmare.
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It's a tightrope, Spud.
It's a fucking tightrope.
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See, I just get pure shy
with the interviewer cats.
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I get all nervous.
I can't answer the questions.
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I'm a footballer, and I get
nerves on the big occasion, man.
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Try some of this, Spud.
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Yeah, a little dab of speed
is just the ticket, man.
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00:14:41,413 --> 00:14:43,745
No, I went to Craigy.
Craignewton.
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I just put down Royal Edinburgh
College to help get the job.
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There's too much discrimination
in this town.
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They're both schools.
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We're all in this together.
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I want to put across the general
idea rather than the details.
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People get hung up on details.
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Which school did I go to?
How many grades did I get?
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It could be six.
Could be none.
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It's not important.
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What is important
is that I am, yes?
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Mr. Murphy, do you mean that you
lied on your application?
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No!
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Yes, only to get my foot
in the door.
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Showing initiative and that.
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You were referred by
the Department of Employment.
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There was no need for you to get
your "foot in the door,"
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as you put it.
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Cool. Whatever you say, man.
Sorry.
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You're the man,
the dude in the chair.
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I am merely here.
But obviously I'm here.
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Mr. Murphy,
what exactly attracts you
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to the leisure industry?
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In a word, pleasure.
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Like, my pleasure
in other people's leisure.
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Do you see yourself
as having any weaknesses?
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Oh, yes, 'cause I'm a bit
of a perfectionist, actually.
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Yes, I am.
253
00:15:49,982 --> 00:15:53,076
See, for me, it's got to be the
best, or it's nothing at all.
254
00:15:53,185 --> 00:15:55,881
Like, if things get a bit dodgy,
I cannot be bothered.
255
00:15:55,988 --> 00:15:59,355
But I've got good vibes about
this interview thing today.
256
00:15:59,458 --> 00:16:02,188
Seems to me like
it's going pretty well.
257
00:16:03,629 --> 00:16:05,460
Thank you, Mr. Murphy.
258
00:16:06,398 --> 00:16:08,366
We'll let you know.
259
00:16:08,467 --> 00:16:09,525
The pleasure was mine.
260
00:16:09,635 --> 00:16:12,195
Spud had done well.
I was proud of him.
261
00:16:12,304 --> 00:16:16,240
He fucked up good and proper.
You had to hand it to Spud.
262
00:16:18,477 --> 00:16:19,842
Picture the scene.
263
00:16:19,945 --> 00:16:22,470
The other fucking week,
doing the fucking volley.
264
00:16:22,581 --> 00:16:23,912
Me and Tommy playing pool.
265
00:16:24,016 --> 00:16:26,280
I'm playing like
Paul fucking Newman by the way.
266
00:16:26,385 --> 00:16:29,286
Giving the boy here
the tanning of a lifetime.
267
00:16:29,989 --> 00:16:31,581
So it comes to the last shot.
268
00:16:31,690 --> 00:16:33,817
The deciding ball
of the whole tournament.
269
00:16:33,926 --> 00:16:35,484
I'm on the black,
and he's in the corner,
270
00:16:35,594 --> 00:16:37,585
looking all fucking
biscuit-arsed,
271
00:16:37,696 --> 00:16:39,823
when this hard cunt comes in.
272
00:16:39,932 --> 00:16:42,662
Obviously fucking
fancied himself, like.
273
00:16:42,768 --> 00:16:44,497
Starts staring at me.
274
00:16:44,603 --> 00:16:46,195
Looking at me,
right fucking at me,
275
00:16:46,305 --> 00:16:48,967
as if to say,
"Come ahead, square, go. "
276
00:16:49,074 --> 00:16:50,063
You know me.
277
00:16:50,175 --> 00:16:52,405
I'm not a type of cunt
that goes looking for bother.
278
00:16:52,511 --> 00:16:55,105
At the end of the day,
I'm the cunt with the pool cue,
279
00:16:55,214 --> 00:16:58,672
and he can get the fire end
in his puss anytime he wanted.
280
00:16:58,784 --> 00:17:01,810
So I squares up, casual like.
281
00:17:01,920 --> 00:17:05,856
What does the hard cunt do?
Or the so-called hard cunt?
282
00:17:05,958 --> 00:17:07,186
Shites it.
283
00:17:07,292 --> 00:17:11,160
Puts down his drink, turns,
and gets the fuck out of there.
284
00:17:11,263 --> 00:17:15,461
And after that,
well, the game was mine.
285
00:17:19,671 --> 00:17:21,036
And that was it.
286
00:17:21,140 --> 00:17:22,937
That was Begbie's story.
287
00:17:23,042 --> 00:17:25,408
At least that was Begbie's
version of the story.
288
00:17:25,511 --> 00:17:28,480
But a couple of days later
I got the truth from Tommy.
289
00:17:28,580 --> 00:17:30,377
You always got the truth
from Tommy.
290
00:17:30,482 --> 00:17:32,245
It was one of
his major weaknesses.
291
00:17:32,351 --> 00:17:34,444
He never told lies,
he never took drugs,
292
00:17:34,553 --> 00:17:36,487
and he never cheated
on anyone.
293
00:17:37,222 --> 00:17:38,621
It was Wednesday morning.
294
00:17:38,724 --> 00:17:40,624
We were in the volley
playing pool.
295
00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:42,125
That much is true.
296
00:17:42,227 --> 00:17:46,357
But Begbie is playing
absolutely fucking gash.
297
00:17:46,465 --> 00:17:49,161
He's got a hangover so bad
he can hardly hold the cue,
298
00:17:49,268 --> 00:17:50,735
never mind pot a ball.
299
00:17:50,836 --> 00:17:52,827
I'm doing my best to lose,
you know.
300
00:17:52,938 --> 00:17:55,702
Trying to humor him, like,
but it's not doing any good.
301
00:17:55,808 --> 00:17:58,402
Every time I touch a ball,
I seem to pot something.
302
00:17:58,510 --> 00:18:01,240
Every time Begbie goes near
the table, he fucks it up.
303
00:18:01,346 --> 00:18:03,837
Oh, fuck's sake.
304
00:18:04,950 --> 00:18:07,919
So he's got the hump, right?
305
00:18:08,020 --> 00:18:11,387
But finally I manage to set it
up so all he has to do
306
00:18:11,490 --> 00:18:13,515
is to pot the black
to win one game
307
00:18:13,625 --> 00:18:15,286
to salvage a little bit of pride
308
00:18:15,394 --> 00:18:17,988
and maybe not kick
my head in, right?
309
00:18:18,097 --> 00:18:22,158
So he's on the black,
pressure shot.
310
00:18:24,570 --> 00:18:27,164
And it all goes wrong, big-time.
311
00:18:29,041 --> 00:18:30,008
Fuck!
312
00:18:30,709 --> 00:18:31,835
Aah!
313
00:18:32,411 --> 00:18:34,709
He picks on this specky
wee gadgee at the bar
314
00:18:34,813 --> 00:18:37,145
and accuses him of putting him
off by looking at him.
315
00:18:37,249 --> 00:18:38,216
Can you believe it?
316
00:18:38,317 --> 00:18:40,182
The cunt hasn't glanced
in our direction.
317
00:18:40,285 --> 00:18:41,377
Fuck off!
318
00:18:41,487 --> 00:18:43,751
He was going to chib him,
I tell you.
319
00:18:43,856 --> 00:18:46,256
Then I thought
he was going to do me.
320
00:18:49,027 --> 00:18:51,791
The beggar's
fucking psycho, man.
321
00:18:52,798 --> 00:18:56,495
But he's a mate, you know,
so what can you do?
322
00:18:56,602 --> 00:18:58,297
Can I borrow this?
323
00:18:58,403 --> 00:19:00,496
What indeed could one do?
324
00:19:00,606 --> 00:19:03,302
Just stand back and watch
and try not to get involved.
325
00:19:05,177 --> 00:19:08,112
Begbie didn't do drugs, either.
He just did people.
326
00:19:08,213 --> 00:19:12,047
That's what he got off on.
His own sensory addiction.
327
00:19:14,253 --> 00:19:16,244
Nobody move!
328
00:19:17,556 --> 00:19:18,818
That lassie got glassed,
329
00:19:18,924 --> 00:19:22,087
and no cunt leaves here till
we find out what cunt did it.
330
00:19:22,194 --> 00:19:23,718
Who the fuck are you?
331
00:19:23,829 --> 00:19:26,059
Yes!
332
00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:27,894
Ohh!
333
00:19:44,716 --> 00:19:47,776
Oh, Tom!
Oh, my God!
334
00:19:51,123 --> 00:19:52,556
Oh, Lizzy!
335
00:19:52,658 --> 00:19:53,682
Oh, Lizzy!
336
00:19:53,792 --> 00:19:56,090
Oh, Tom, come in me!
337
00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:57,355
And as I sat watching
338
00:19:57,462 --> 00:19:59,828
the intimate
and highly personal video,
339
00:19:59,932 --> 00:20:03,129
stolen only hours earlier
from one of my best friends,
340
00:20:03,235 --> 00:20:05,260
I realized
that something important
341
00:20:05,370 --> 00:20:08,271
was missing from my life.
342
00:20:09,975 --> 00:20:12,773
Leave no track
343
00:20:13,712 --> 00:20:15,236
Don't look back
344
00:20:15,347 --> 00:20:17,645
All I desire
345
00:20:17,749 --> 00:20:19,011
Temptation
346
00:20:53,418 --> 00:20:55,010
I read it in "Cosmopolitan. "
347
00:20:55,120 --> 00:20:56,678
It's an interesting theory.
348
00:20:56,788 --> 00:20:58,346
Actually, it's a nightmare.
349
00:20:58,457 --> 00:20:59,924
I've been desperate for a shag,
350
00:21:00,025 --> 00:21:03,256
but watching him suffer
was just too much fun.
351
00:21:03,362 --> 00:21:04,954
You should try it with Tommy.
352
00:21:05,063 --> 00:21:08,430
What, and deny myself the only
pleasure I get from him?
353
00:21:08,533 --> 00:21:10,057
Did I tell you about
my birthday?
354
00:21:10,168 --> 00:21:10,896
What happened?
355
00:21:11,003 --> 00:21:13,471
He forgot.
Useless motherfucker.
356
00:21:40,599 --> 00:21:43,090
What are you two talking about?
357
00:21:43,468 --> 00:21:45,026
Football!
358
00:21:45,137 --> 00:21:46,502
What are you talking about?
359
00:21:46,605 --> 00:21:48,004
Shopping.
360
00:21:49,107 --> 00:21:51,575
The situation
was becoming serious.
361
00:21:51,677 --> 00:21:54,874
Young Renton noticed the haste
with which the successful,
362
00:21:54,980 --> 00:21:56,880
in the sexual sphere,
as in all others,
363
00:21:56,982 --> 00:21:59,951
segregated themselves
from the failures.
364
00:22:00,052 --> 00:22:02,111
I can't break away
365
00:22:02,220 --> 00:22:05,678
Keep us from temptation
366
00:22:05,791 --> 00:22:09,318
Keep us from temptation
367
00:22:09,428 --> 00:22:11,953
Heroin had robbed Renton
of his sex drive,
368
00:22:12,064 --> 00:22:14,589
but now it returned
with a vengeance.
369
00:22:14,700 --> 00:22:17,897
And as the impotence of
those days faded into memory,
370
00:22:18,003 --> 00:22:21,666
grim desperation took a hold
in his sex-crazed mind.
371
00:22:21,773 --> 00:22:25,231
His post-junk libido, fueled
by alcohol and amphetamine,
372
00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:29,280
taunted him remorselessly with
his own unsatisfied desire.
373
00:22:29,381 --> 00:22:31,941
Dot, dot, dot.
374
00:22:32,050 --> 00:22:33,745
You think
that you're right now
375
00:22:33,852 --> 00:22:35,046
Temptation
376
00:22:35,153 --> 00:22:37,280
You're gonna face it
tonight now
377
00:22:37,389 --> 00:22:38,856
Temptation
378
00:22:38,957 --> 00:22:41,187
Oh, give me a breakdown
379
00:22:41,293 --> 00:22:42,555
Temptation
380
00:22:42,661 --> 00:22:45,095
Because it's time
for a shakedown
381
00:22:45,197 --> 00:22:47,563
Temptation
382
00:22:47,666 --> 00:22:49,395
Temptation
383
00:22:49,501 --> 00:22:51,059
Temptation
384
00:23:28,940 --> 00:23:33,468
And with that,
Mark Renton had fallen in love.
385
00:23:42,721 --> 00:23:44,484
Excuse me,
I don't mean to harass you,
386
00:23:44,589 --> 00:23:47,080
but I was very impressed
with the capable manner
387
00:23:47,192 --> 00:23:48,682
in which you dealt with that.
388
00:23:48,794 --> 00:23:51,228
I was thinking to myself,
"This girl's special. "
389
00:23:51,329 --> 00:23:52,296
Thanks.
390
00:23:52,397 --> 00:23:54,297
- What's your name?
- Diane.
391
00:23:54,399 --> 00:23:56,492
- Where are you going, Diane?
- I'm going home.
392
00:23:56,601 --> 00:23:58,330
- Where's that?
- It's where you live.
393
00:23:58,437 --> 00:23:59,369
Great.
394
00:23:59,471 --> 00:24:00,563
What?
395
00:24:00,672 --> 00:24:04,108
I'll come back with you,
but I'm not promising anything.
396
00:24:04,209 --> 00:24:06,609
Do you find that this approach
usually works?
397
00:24:06,711 --> 00:24:09,179
Or, let me guess,
you've never tried it before.
398
00:24:09,281 --> 00:24:12,341
In fact, you don't normally
approach girls, am I right?
399
00:24:12,451 --> 00:24:15,352
The truth is that you're
a quiet, sensitive type,
400
00:24:15,454 --> 00:24:17,285
but if I'm prepared to
take a chance,
401
00:24:17,389 --> 00:24:19,550
I might just get to know
the inner you.
402
00:24:19,658 --> 00:24:24,061
Witty, adventurous, passionate,
loving, loyal.
403
00:24:24,162 --> 00:24:26,062
Taxi!
404
00:24:26,164 --> 00:24:28,564
A little bit crazy,
a little bit bad.
405
00:24:28,667 --> 00:24:32,626
But, hey, don't us girls
just love that?
406
00:24:35,006 --> 00:24:36,906
Well, what's wrong, boy?
407
00:24:37,008 --> 00:24:38,475
Cat got your tongue?
408
00:24:38,577 --> 00:24:40,636
I left something.
409
00:24:41,613 --> 00:24:43,638
Are you getting in or not, pal?
410
00:25:04,803 --> 00:25:06,828
Do you understand?
411
00:25:06,938 --> 00:25:10,203
I expect you to be a considerate
and thoughtful lover.
412
00:25:10,308 --> 00:25:12,333
Generous but firm.
413
00:25:12,444 --> 00:25:13,172
What?
414
00:25:13,278 --> 00:25:16,611
Failure on your part to live up
to these reasonable expectations
415
00:25:16,715 --> 00:25:21,311
will result in swift resumption
of a non-sex situation.
416
00:25:21,419 --> 00:25:22,750
Right?
417
00:25:35,333 --> 00:25:36,595
Diane.
418
00:25:36,701 --> 00:25:37,759
Shh!
419
00:25:37,869 --> 00:25:38,494
What?
420
00:25:38,603 --> 00:25:40,730
Shut up!
421
00:26:21,079 --> 00:26:22,944
Wake up, Spud.
422
00:26:23,481 --> 00:26:25,073
Wake up.
423
00:26:25,183 --> 00:26:26,980
Sex.
424
00:26:28,253 --> 00:26:30,118
Casual sex.
425
00:26:37,429 --> 00:26:40,125
Tommy, let's put the tape on.
426
00:26:40,231 --> 00:26:41,198
Now?
427
00:26:41,299 --> 00:26:43,961
I want to watch ourselves
while we're screwing.
428
00:26:44,069 --> 00:26:46,799
So let's see what I'm missing.
429
00:27:01,653 --> 00:27:03,280
Not much.
430
00:27:05,323 --> 00:27:06,620
Pushed forward again.
431
00:27:06,725 --> 00:27:08,659
And there's the captain,
Archie Gemmill,
432
00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:10,694
picking it up from the outside.
433
00:27:10,795 --> 00:27:12,228
I think he wants to go himself.
434
00:27:12,330 --> 00:27:14,525
He's gonna go.
He's going all the way.
435
00:27:14,633 --> 00:27:15,998
And he scores!
436
00:27:16,101 --> 00:27:18,797
Oh, what a magnificent goal!
437
00:27:18,903 --> 00:27:20,996
Gemmill at his very best!
438
00:27:21,106 --> 00:27:24,200
What a penetrating goal
that was!
439
00:27:24,309 --> 00:27:25,970
I haven't felt that good
440
00:27:26,077 --> 00:27:29,478
since Archie Gemmill scored
against Holland in 1978.
441
00:27:33,284 --> 00:27:34,751
You can't sleep here.
442
00:27:34,853 --> 00:27:37,083
- What?
- Out.
443
00:27:37,188 --> 00:27:38,382
Come on!
444
00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:41,186
No argument. You can sleep on
the sofa in the hall or go home.
445
00:27:41,292 --> 00:27:42,725
It's up to you.
446
00:27:44,062 --> 00:27:46,496
And don't make any noise.
447
00:27:47,399 --> 00:27:49,094
Jesus!
448
00:27:55,640 --> 00:27:57,505
What do you mean, "It's gone"?
449
00:27:57,609 --> 00:28:01,306
- Where has it gone, Tommy?
- It'll be here somewhere!
450
00:28:02,881 --> 00:28:05,111
I might have returned it
by mistake.
451
00:28:05,216 --> 00:28:06,240
Returned it?
452
00:28:06,351 --> 00:28:10,185
Where?
The video shop, Tommy?
453
00:28:10,288 --> 00:28:12,882
The fucking video shop?
454
00:28:12,991 --> 00:28:17,360
So every punter in Edinburgh
is jerking off to our video?
455
00:28:17,962 --> 00:28:21,125
Oh, God, Tommy, I feel sick.
456
00:28:44,923 --> 00:28:46,891
Oh, you've got green eyes
457
00:28:46,991 --> 00:28:48,515
Oh, you've got blue eyes
458
00:28:48,626 --> 00:28:51,459
Oh, you've got gray eyes
459
00:28:51,563 --> 00:28:55,055
And I've never seen anyone
460
00:28:55,166 --> 00:28:55,894
Hi.
461
00:28:56,000 --> 00:28:58,025
Hello.
462
00:28:58,136 --> 00:29:01,469
No, I've never met anyone
463
00:29:01,573 --> 00:29:04,064
Quite like you before
464
00:29:04,943 --> 00:29:06,376
Fuck.
465
00:29:29,634 --> 00:29:30,328
Eh?
466
00:29:41,780 --> 00:29:43,771
Come in and sit down.
467
00:29:43,882 --> 00:29:45,611
Like some coffee?
468
00:29:45,717 --> 00:29:46,513
Aye.
469
00:29:48,653 --> 00:29:49,847
You must be Mark.
470
00:29:49,954 --> 00:29:51,546
Aye, that's me.
471
00:29:57,095 --> 00:29:58,722
You're a friend of Diane's?
472
00:29:58,830 --> 00:30:00,491
More of a friend
of a friend, no?
473
00:30:00,598 --> 00:30:01,724
Right.
474
00:30:04,235 --> 00:30:06,294
Are you her flatmates, like?
475
00:30:07,972 --> 00:30:09,872
Flatmates?
476
00:30:09,974 --> 00:30:11,805
I must remember that one.
477
00:30:13,178 --> 00:30:14,770
Morning.
478
00:30:29,694 --> 00:30:31,286
Good morning, Spud.
479
00:30:31,396 --> 00:30:34,524
Gail.
Mr. Houston, Mrs. Houston.
480
00:30:34,632 --> 00:30:37,726
Good morning, Spud. Sit down
and have some breakfast.
481
00:30:40,438 --> 00:30:42,235
I'm sorry about last night,
by the way.
482
00:30:42,340 --> 00:30:45,434
That's all right.
I slept fine on the sofa.
483
00:30:46,511 --> 00:30:50,379
I had a bit much to drink.
I had a bit of an accident.
484
00:30:50,481 --> 00:30:52,506
Don't worry, son.
These things happen.
485
00:30:52,617 --> 00:30:55,882
It does a man good to cut loose
once in a while.
486
00:30:55,987 --> 00:30:58,888
This one could do with being
tied up once in a while.
487
00:30:58,990 --> 00:31:00,719
I'll put the sheets
in the machine.
488
00:31:00,825 --> 00:31:02,884
No, no, no, I'll wash them.
489
00:31:02,994 --> 00:31:04,757
- There's no need.
- It's no problem.
490
00:31:04,863 --> 00:31:05,852
It's no problem for me.
491
00:31:05,964 --> 00:31:07,591
I'd rather take care
of it myself.
492
00:31:07,699 --> 00:31:08,893
Honestly, it's no problem.
493
00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:09,932
Really, no!
494
00:31:10,034 --> 00:31:12,229
Spud, they're my sheets!
495
00:31:24,849 --> 00:31:25,907
I don't see why not.
496
00:31:26,017 --> 00:31:27,712
Because it's illegal.
That's why not.
497
00:31:27,819 --> 00:31:28,877
What? Holding hands?
498
00:31:28,987 --> 00:31:30,113
Not holding hands.
499
00:31:30,221 --> 00:31:31,779
In that case, you can do it.
500
00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:34,190
You were quite happy to do
a lot more last night.
501
00:31:34,292 --> 00:31:35,816
Yeah, and that's what's illegal.
502
00:31:35,927 --> 00:31:37,485
Do you know what they'd do
to me inside?
503
00:31:37,595 --> 00:31:39,995
They cut your balls off and
flush them down the toilet.
504
00:31:40,098 --> 00:31:42,089
Calm down.
You're not going to jail.
505
00:31:42,200 --> 00:31:44,430
Well, that's very easy
for you to say, Diane.
506
00:31:44,535 --> 00:31:47,436
- Can I see you again?
- Certainly not!
507
00:31:47,538 --> 00:31:50,905
If you don't see me again,
I'll tell the police.
508
00:31:53,645 --> 00:31:55,704
I'll see you around then.
509
00:32:08,726 --> 00:32:10,318
Now what?
510
00:32:10,929 --> 00:32:11,987
We're going for a walk.
511
00:32:12,096 --> 00:32:13,085
What?
512
00:32:13,197 --> 00:32:14,858
A walk!
513
00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:16,789
Where?
514
00:32:16,901 --> 00:32:18,425
There!
515
00:32:19,804 --> 00:32:21,965
Are you serious?
516
00:32:55,540 --> 00:32:57,770
Well, what are you waiting for?
517
00:32:58,276 --> 00:32:59,504
Tommy.
518
00:33:01,446 --> 00:33:03,346
This is not natural, man.
519
00:33:04,015 --> 00:33:06,575
It's the great outdoors!
520
00:33:06,684 --> 00:33:08,242
It's fresh air.
521
00:33:08,353 --> 00:33:11,379
Look, Tommy, we know you're
getting a hard time off Lizzy,
522
00:33:11,489 --> 00:33:14,356
but there's really no need
to take it out on us.
523
00:33:14,459 --> 00:33:16,427
Doesn't it make you proud
to be Scottish?
524
00:33:16,527 --> 00:33:19,360
It's shite being Scottish!
525
00:33:19,464 --> 00:33:21,591
We're the lowest of the low.
526
00:33:21,699 --> 00:33:24,031
The scum of the fucking Earth.
527
00:33:24,135 --> 00:33:26,569
The most wretched,
miserable, servile,
528
00:33:26,671 --> 00:33:30,266
pathetic trash that was ever
shat into civilization.
529
00:33:30,375 --> 00:33:32,275
Some people hate the English.
I don't.
530
00:33:32,377 --> 00:33:34,038
They're just wankers.
531
00:33:34,145 --> 00:33:37,740
We, on the other hand,
are colonized by wankers.
532
00:33:37,849 --> 00:33:41,876
We can't even find a decent
culture to be colonized by.
533
00:33:41,986 --> 00:33:44,750
We're ruled by effete arseholes.
534
00:33:44,856 --> 00:33:47,017
It's a shite state of affairs
to be in, Tommy,
535
00:33:47,125 --> 00:33:48,524
and all the fresh air
in the world
536
00:33:48,626 --> 00:33:51,322
won't make any fucking
difference!
537
00:34:00,438 --> 00:34:02,167
Sorry, man.
I'm sorry.
538
00:34:02,273 --> 00:34:05,037
No, I appreciate it, Tommy.
539
00:34:05,143 --> 00:34:06,610
At or around this time,
540
00:34:06,711 --> 00:34:09,202
Spud, Sick Boy, and I made
a healthy, informed,
541
00:34:09,313 --> 00:34:12,976
Democratic decision to get back
on heroin as soon as possible.
542
00:34:13,084 --> 00:34:15,245
It took about 12 hours.
543
00:34:19,891 --> 00:34:22,451
It looks easy, this,
but it's not.
544
00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:25,358
It looks like a doss,
like a soft option.
545
00:34:25,463 --> 00:34:30,332
But living like this,
it's a full-time business.
546
00:34:48,786 --> 00:34:51,482
Ursula Andress.
547
00:34:51,589 --> 00:34:53,853
The quintessential Bond Girl.
548
00:34:53,958 --> 00:34:56,017
That's what everyone says.
549
00:34:56,127 --> 00:35:00,325
The embodiment, right,
of his superiority to us.
550
00:35:00,431 --> 00:35:03,832
Beautiful, exotic,
highly sexual,
551
00:35:03,935 --> 00:35:09,168
yet totally unavailable
to anyone apart from him.
552
00:35:09,273 --> 00:35:10,399
Shite.
553
00:35:10,508 --> 00:35:12,032
I mean, let's face it, mate.
554
00:35:12,143 --> 00:35:13,906
She'd shag one punter
from Edinburgh,
555
00:35:14,011 --> 00:35:16,104
she'd shag
the whole fucking lot of us.
556
00:35:27,558 --> 00:35:28,991
Well done.
557
00:35:29,093 --> 00:35:32,187
I knew he was gonna do that.
558
00:35:41,506 --> 00:35:43,133
Lizzy's gone, Mark.
559
00:35:43,241 --> 00:35:46,176
She's gone
and fucking dumped me.
560
00:35:46,277 --> 00:35:49,371
It was that videotape
561
00:35:49,480 --> 00:35:51,072
and that Iggy Pop business
562
00:35:51,182 --> 00:35:53,013
and other sorts of shit.
563
00:35:53,117 --> 00:35:57,076
She told me where to go
and no fucking mistake.
564
00:35:57,188 --> 00:35:59,156
I said to her,
565
00:35:59,257 --> 00:36:01,054
"Is there any chance
of getting back together?"
566
00:36:01,159 --> 00:36:04,253
But no way, no fucking way.
567
00:36:04,362 --> 00:36:09,891
Honor Blackman, A.K.A.
Pussy Galore, right?
568
00:36:10,001 --> 00:36:13,402
What a total fucking misnomer.
569
00:36:13,905 --> 00:36:17,238
I mean, I wouldn't touch her
with yours.
570
00:36:17,341 --> 00:36:19,605
I want to try it, Mark.
571
00:36:20,611 --> 00:36:23,444
You're always going on about how
it's the ultimate hit.
572
00:36:23,548 --> 00:36:25,448
Better than sex.
573
00:36:29,153 --> 00:36:30,950
Come on, man,
I'm a fucking adult.
574
00:36:31,055 --> 00:36:33,546
I can find out for myself.
575
00:36:38,296 --> 00:36:39,786
I've got the money.
576
00:36:43,034 --> 00:36:46,595
Personality. I mean,
that's what counts, right?
577
00:36:46,704 --> 00:36:47,602
Personality.
578
00:36:47,705 --> 00:36:51,300
That's what keeps a relationship
going through the years.
579
00:36:52,944 --> 00:36:54,707
Like heroin.
580
00:36:55,179 --> 00:37:01,209
I mean, heroin's got great
fucking personality.
581
00:37:01,319 --> 00:37:03,048
Nightclubbing
582
00:37:03,154 --> 00:37:06,123
We're nightclubbing
583
00:37:06,224 --> 00:37:09,318
We're walking through town
584
00:37:11,662 --> 00:37:14,426
Nightclubbing
585
00:37:14,532 --> 00:37:15,464
Swanney taught us
586
00:37:15,566 --> 00:37:17,727
to respect
the National Health Service,
587
00:37:17,835 --> 00:37:20,099
for it was the source
of much of our gear.
588
00:37:20,204 --> 00:37:23,298
We stole drugs, we stole
prescriptions, or bought them,
589
00:37:23,407 --> 00:37:26,740
sold them, swapped them,
forged them, photocopied them,
590
00:37:26,844 --> 00:37:29,438
or traded drugs with
cancer victims, alcoholics,
591
00:37:29,547 --> 00:37:32,573
old-age pensioners,
AIDS patients, epileptics,
592
00:37:32,683 --> 00:37:34,082
and bored housewives.
593
00:37:34,185 --> 00:37:37,643
We took morphine, diamorphine,
cyclizine, codeine,
594
00:37:37,755 --> 00:37:40,280
temazepam, nitrazepam,
phenobarbitone,
595
00:37:40,391 --> 00:37:43,189
sodium amytal,
dextropropo xyphene, methadone,
596
00:37:43,294 --> 00:37:46,593
nalbuphine, pethidine,
pentazocine, buprenorphine,
597
00:37:46,697 --> 00:37:48,688
dextromoramide,
chlormethiazole.
598
00:37:48,799 --> 00:37:51,529
The streets are awash
with drugs you can have
599
00:37:51,636 --> 00:37:54,662
for unhappiness and pain,
and we took them all.
600
00:37:54,772 --> 00:37:56,865
Fuck it, we would have injected
vitamin C
601
00:37:56,974 --> 00:37:58,874
if only they'd made it illegal.
602
00:38:08,019 --> 00:38:10,078
Pardon me,
may I use your bathroom?
603
00:38:10,187 --> 00:38:11,882
Thank you.
604
00:38:23,434 --> 00:38:25,231
You're a psycho!
605
00:38:35,179 --> 00:38:38,671
Hey, Rent Boy, no fucking smack.
606
00:38:43,521 --> 00:38:45,989
But the good times
couldn't last forever.
607
00:38:46,090 --> 00:38:49,526
No! God, no!
608
00:38:49,627 --> 00:38:53,495
Oh, my God, no!
Please, no!
609
00:38:53,597 --> 00:38:56,395
I think Allison
had been screaming all day,
610
00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:58,866
but it hadn't really
registered before.
611
00:38:59,570 --> 00:39:02,300
She might have been screaming
for a week for all I knew.
612
00:39:02,406 --> 00:39:04,271
It had been days
since I heard anyone speak,
613
00:39:04,375 --> 00:39:07,344
though someone must have said
something in all that time.
614
00:39:07,445 --> 00:39:09,208
Surely to fuck,
someone must have.
615
00:39:09,313 --> 00:39:11,975
- Allison! Allison!
- Help me, please!
616
00:39:12,083 --> 00:39:13,277
Calm down!
617
00:39:13,384 --> 00:39:16,547
Everything's going to be
just fine.
618
00:39:16,654 --> 00:39:19,452
Nothing could have been further
from the truth.
619
00:39:19,557 --> 00:39:22,151
In point of fact, nothing was
going to be just fine.
620
00:39:22,259 --> 00:39:25,092
On the contrary,
everything was going to be bad.
621
00:39:25,196 --> 00:39:26,857
Bad?
622
00:39:26,964 --> 00:39:30,525
I mean everything was gonna be
even worse than it already was.
623
00:39:38,476 --> 00:39:41,206
No!
624
00:39:48,152 --> 00:39:50,017
Fuck.
625
00:39:50,121 --> 00:39:51,816
Jesus Christ!
626
00:39:51,922 --> 00:39:54,390
No!
No!
627
00:39:57,027 --> 00:39:59,427
It wasn't my baby.
628
00:39:59,530 --> 00:40:00,963
She wasn't my baby.
629
00:40:01,065 --> 00:40:02,999
Baby Dawn, she wasn't mine.
630
00:40:03,100 --> 00:40:05,625
Spud's? Swanney's?
Sick Boy's?
631
00:40:05,736 --> 00:40:07,636
I don't know.
632
00:40:07,738 --> 00:40:10,536
Maybe Allison knew.
Maybe not.
633
00:40:10,641 --> 00:40:13,576
I wished I could think of
something to say,
634
00:40:13,677 --> 00:40:16,578
something sympathetic,
something human.
635
00:40:16,680 --> 00:40:18,875
Say something, Mark.
636
00:40:21,552 --> 00:40:24,817
Fucking say something!
637
00:40:30,461 --> 00:40:32,656
I'm cooking up.
638
00:40:49,547 --> 00:40:51,845
Cook us up a shot, Rents.
639
00:40:51,949 --> 00:40:54,440
I need a hit.
640
00:40:55,319 --> 00:40:58,220
And so she did.
I could understand that.
641
00:40:58,322 --> 00:41:00,586
To take the pain away.
642
00:41:01,759 --> 00:41:04,626
So I cooked up,
and she got a hit.
643
00:41:04,728 --> 00:41:06,696
But only after me.
644
00:41:06,797 --> 00:41:09,095
That went without saying.
645
00:41:10,868 --> 00:41:13,803
Well, at least we knew
who the father was now.
646
00:41:13,904 --> 00:41:16,270
It wasn't just the baby
that died that day.
647
00:41:16,373 --> 00:41:20,272
Something inside Sick Boy
was lost and never returned.
648
00:41:20,377 --> 00:41:21,708
It seemed he had no theory
649
00:41:21,812 --> 00:41:23,905
with which to explain a moment
like this.
650
00:41:24,014 --> 00:41:25,879
Nor did I.
651
00:41:25,983 --> 00:41:29,043
Our only response was to keep
on going and fuck everything.
652
00:41:29,153 --> 00:41:31,212
Pile misery upon misery,
653
00:41:31,322 --> 00:41:33,790
heap it up on a spoon
and dissolve it with bile,
654
00:41:33,891 --> 00:41:36,155
then squirt it into a stinking,
purulent vein,
655
00:41:36,260 --> 00:41:38,023
and do it all over again.
656
00:41:38,128 --> 00:41:40,255
Keep on going, getting up,
going out, robbing,
657
00:41:40,364 --> 00:41:41,888
stealing, fucking people over,
658
00:41:41,999 --> 00:41:43,557
propelling ourselves
with longing
659
00:41:43,667 --> 00:41:46,158
towards the day
that it would all go wrong.
660
00:41:46,270 --> 00:41:49,467
Because no matter how much you
stash or how much you steal,
661
00:41:49,573 --> 00:41:50,938
you never have enough.
662
00:41:51,041 --> 00:41:53,737
No matter how often you go out
and rob and fuck people over,
663
00:41:53,844 --> 00:41:57,007
you always need to get up
and do it all over again.
664
00:42:00,317 --> 00:42:04,777
Sooner or later, this kind
of thing was bound to happen.
665
00:42:10,327 --> 00:42:12,852
Because shoplifting
is theft, which is a crime,
666
00:42:12,963 --> 00:42:14,555
and despite
what you may believe,
667
00:42:14,665 --> 00:42:17,463
there is no such entity
as victimless crime.
668
00:42:17,568 --> 00:42:19,126
Heroin addiction
may explain your actions,
669
00:42:19,236 --> 00:42:21,067
but it does not excuse them.
670
00:42:21,171 --> 00:42:23,366
Mr. Murphy,
you are a habitual thief,
671
00:42:23,474 --> 00:42:25,442
devoid of regret and remorse.
672
00:42:25,543 --> 00:42:27,602
In sentencing you
to six months imprisonment,
673
00:42:27,711 --> 00:42:31,169
my only worry is it will not
be long before we meet again.
674
00:42:31,282 --> 00:42:33,876
Mr. Renton, I understand
that you have entered
675
00:42:33,984 --> 00:42:35,781
into a program of rehabilitation
676
00:42:35,886 --> 00:42:38,980
in an attempt to wean yourself
away from heroin.
677
00:42:39,089 --> 00:42:41,649
The suspension of your sentence
678
00:42:41,759 --> 00:42:45,024
is conditional on your continued
cooperation with this program.
679
00:42:45,129 --> 00:42:47,097
Should you stand guilty
before me again,
680
00:42:47,197 --> 00:42:50,496
I shall not hesitate to impose
a custodial sentence.
681
00:42:50,601 --> 00:42:52,831
Thank you, Your Honor.
682
00:42:52,937 --> 00:42:56,873
With God's help, I'll conquer
this terrible affliction.
683
00:43:11,589 --> 00:43:13,079
What can you say?
684
00:43:13,190 --> 00:43:15,590
Well,
Begbie had a phrase for it.
685
00:43:15,693 --> 00:43:18,321
It was obvious that cunt
was going to fuck some cunt.
686
00:43:18,429 --> 00:43:20,795
Well, I hope you learnt
your lesson, son.
687
00:43:20,898 --> 00:43:24,664
Oh, my son, I thought
I was gonna lose you there.
688
00:43:24,768 --> 00:43:29,330
You're nothing but trouble
to me, but I still love you!
689
00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:32,841
You better clean up your act.
Cut that shite out forever.
690
00:43:32,943 --> 00:43:35,138
You listen to Francis.
He's talking sense.
691
00:43:35,245 --> 00:43:36,337
Fucking right I am.
692
00:43:36,447 --> 00:43:39,439
See, inside, you wouldn't last
two fucking days.
693
00:43:39,550 --> 00:43:42,041
There's better things
than the needle, Rents.
694
00:43:42,152 --> 00:43:43,050
Choose life.
695
00:43:43,153 --> 00:43:45,178
I remember
when you were a wee baby.
696
00:43:45,289 --> 00:43:47,257
Oh, mama's little baby loves.
697
00:43:47,358 --> 00:43:48,848
Shortening, shortening
698
00:43:48,959 --> 00:43:51,860
Mama's little baby loves
shortening bread
699
00:44:04,508 --> 00:44:07,306
I'm sorry, Mrs. Murphy.
700
00:44:07,411 --> 00:44:10,539
That wasn't any fair.
Spud going down and not me.
701
00:44:12,850 --> 00:44:14,818
Well, it's not our fault!
702
00:44:16,186 --> 00:44:18,552
Your boy went down
because he was a smack-head,
703
00:44:18,656 --> 00:44:21,955
and if that's not your fault,
then I don't know what is.
704
00:44:23,961 --> 00:44:27,055
That was that fucking cunt.
705
00:44:30,100 --> 00:44:31,226
I'll get the drinks.
706
00:44:31,335 --> 00:44:33,269
Aye.
707
00:44:35,239 --> 00:44:37,605
I wished I'd gone down
instead of Spud.
708
00:44:37,708 --> 00:44:41,701
Here I was surrounded by my
family and my so-called mates,
709
00:44:41,812 --> 00:44:45,441
and I've never felt so alone,
never in all my puff.
710
00:44:48,519 --> 00:44:51,044
Since I was on remand,
they've had me on this program.
711
00:44:51,155 --> 00:44:53,282
The state-sponsored addiction.
712
00:44:53,390 --> 00:44:55,017
Three sickly sweet doses
713
00:44:55,125 --> 00:44:57,423
of methadone a day
instead of smack.
714
00:44:57,528 --> 00:44:59,928
But it's never enough.
715
00:45:00,030 --> 00:45:02,965
And at the moment,
it's nowhere near enough.
716
00:45:03,801 --> 00:45:05,063
I took all three this morning,
717
00:45:05,169 --> 00:45:07,729
and now I've got 18 hours
to go till my next shot
718
00:45:07,838 --> 00:45:11,467
and a sweat on my back
like a layer of frost.
719
00:45:11,575 --> 00:45:15,477
I need to visit the Mother
Superior for one hit.
720
00:45:15,579 --> 00:45:21,518
One fucking hit to get us
over this long, hard day.
721
00:45:24,755 --> 00:45:26,347
What's on the menu
this evening, sir?
722
00:45:26,457 --> 00:45:29,290
- Your favorite dish.
- Excellent.
723
00:45:29,393 --> 00:45:31,953
- Usual table, sir?
- Oh, why, thank you.
724
00:45:32,062 --> 00:45:35,259
Would sir care to pay
for his bill in advance?
725
00:45:35,365 --> 00:45:36,957
No, stick it on my tab.
726
00:45:37,067 --> 00:45:38,261
Regret to inform, sir,
727
00:45:38,368 --> 00:45:41,462
credit limit was reached and
breached quite some time ago.
728
00:45:41,572 --> 00:45:43,904
Oh, well, in that case.
729
00:45:44,374 --> 00:45:46,569
Hard currency!
That'll do nicely.
730
00:45:46,677 --> 00:45:50,078
Can't be too careful when we're
dealing with your type, can we?
731
00:45:51,181 --> 00:45:54,116
Would sir care for a starter?
Some garlic bread perhaps?
732
00:45:54,218 --> 00:45:56,550
No, thank you.
I'll proceed directly
733
00:45:56,653 --> 00:45:59,588
to the intravenous injection
of hard drugs, please.
734
00:46:00,190 --> 00:46:01,919
As you wish, sir.
735
00:46:02,025 --> 00:46:04,425
As you wish.
736
00:46:50,007 --> 00:46:53,943
Just a perfect day
737
00:46:54,044 --> 00:46:58,538
Drink sangria in the park
738
00:46:58,649 --> 00:47:00,810
And then later
739
00:47:00,918 --> 00:47:04,046
Perhaps sir would like me
to call for a taxi?
740
00:47:10,093 --> 00:47:13,859
Just a perfect day
741
00:47:13,964 --> 00:47:18,230
Feed animals in the zoo
742
00:47:19,236 --> 00:47:26,039
Then later a movie, too,
and then home
743
00:47:27,911 --> 00:47:33,349
Oh, it's such a perfect day
744
00:47:33,450 --> 00:47:36,977
I'm glad
I spent it with you
745
00:47:39,389 --> 00:47:41,914
Oh, such a perfect day
746
00:47:42,025 --> 00:47:47,019
You just keep me hanging on
747
00:47:47,130 --> 00:47:52,693
You just keep me hanging on
748
00:47:56,773 --> 00:48:00,766
Just a perfect day
749
00:48:01,612 --> 00:48:05,742
Problems all left alone
750
00:48:06,783 --> 00:48:09,547
Weekenders on our own
751
00:48:09,653 --> 00:48:13,487
It's such fun
752
00:48:17,094 --> 00:48:20,996
Just a perfect day
753
00:48:21,531 --> 00:48:25,399
You made me forget myself
754
00:48:26,436 --> 00:48:29,894
I thought
I was someone else
755
00:48:30,007 --> 00:48:32,305
Someone good
756
00:48:35,012 --> 00:48:39,949
Oh, it's such a perfect day
757
00:48:40,050 --> 00:48:46,011
I'm glad
I spent it with you
758
00:48:46,123 --> 00:48:49,251
Oh, such a perfect day
759
00:48:49,359 --> 00:48:53,989
You just keep me hanging on
760
00:48:54,097 --> 00:49:00,093
You just keep me hanging on
761
00:49:13,984 --> 00:49:16,214
Open your eyes!
Wake up!
762
00:49:16,320 --> 00:49:17,947
Come on, wake up!
763
00:49:18,055 --> 00:49:21,491
Just what you sow
764
00:49:24,962 --> 00:49:32,733
You're going to reap
just what you sow
765
00:49:34,972 --> 00:49:41,775
You're going to reap
just what you sow
766
00:49:44,982 --> 00:49:51,854
You're going to reap
just what you sow
767
00:50:48,673 --> 00:50:50,368
I don't feel the sickness yet,
768
00:50:50,475 --> 00:50:52,909
but it's in the post,
that's for sure.
769
00:50:53,778 --> 00:50:56,303
I'm in the junky limbo
at the moment.
770
00:50:56,414 --> 00:51:00,578
Too ill to sleep,
too tired to stay awake.
771
00:51:00,685 --> 00:51:03,677
But the sickness is on its way.
772
00:51:03,788 --> 00:51:07,986
Sweat, chills, nausea, pain,
and craving.
773
00:51:08,092 --> 00:51:09,753
Need like nothing else
I've ever known
774
00:51:09,861 --> 00:51:11,761
will soon take hold of me.
775
00:51:11,863 --> 00:51:13,922
It's on its way.
776
00:51:20,104 --> 00:51:21,765
Oh, you've got green eyes
777
00:51:21,873 --> 00:51:23,704
Oh, you've got blue eyes
778
00:51:23,808 --> 00:51:26,276
Oh, you've got gray eyes
779
00:51:26,377 --> 00:51:29,938
And I've never seen anyone
780
00:51:30,048 --> 00:51:32,312
Quite like you before
781
00:51:33,084 --> 00:51:36,417
No, I've never met anyone
782
00:51:36,521 --> 00:51:38,421
Quite like you before
783
00:51:54,772 --> 00:51:57,639
We'll help you, son.
784
00:51:57,742 --> 00:52:00,677
You'll stay here with us
till you get better.
785
00:52:00,778 --> 00:52:02,939
We're gonna beat this together.
786
00:52:03,047 --> 00:52:05,845
Maybe I should go back
to the clinic.
787
00:52:05,950 --> 00:52:06,939
No.
788
00:52:07,051 --> 00:52:10,282
No clinics, no methadone.
789
00:52:10,388 --> 00:52:13,516
That only made you worse.
You said so yourself.
790
00:52:14,659 --> 00:52:19,528
You lied to us, son,
your own mother and father.
791
00:52:19,630 --> 00:52:22,622
- You could bring us jellies.
- No!
792
00:52:22,734 --> 00:52:24,395
You're worse coming off that
than heroin.
793
00:52:24,502 --> 00:52:26,970
- Nothing at all.
- It's a clean break this time.
794
00:52:27,071 --> 00:52:29,505
You're staying here where
we can keep an eye on you.
795
00:52:29,607 --> 00:52:31,234
I appreciate
what you're trying to do.
796
00:52:31,342 --> 00:52:33,833
But I just need one more score.
797
00:52:33,945 --> 00:52:37,039
Just bring me one more hit.
798
00:52:37,148 --> 00:52:40,140
I need one more fucking hit!
799
00:52:41,452 --> 00:52:43,352
You fuck!
800
00:52:45,923 --> 00:52:47,788
Hit.
801
00:52:47,892 --> 00:52:49,621
Hit.
802
00:53:01,839 --> 00:53:07,072
Well, this is a good
fucking laugh, ain't it?
803
00:53:07,178 --> 00:53:09,646
You sweat that shite
out of your system,
804
00:53:09,747 --> 00:53:12,375
'cause if I come back
and it's still here,
805
00:53:12,483 --> 00:53:15,577
I'll fucking kick it out.
806
00:53:15,686 --> 00:53:17,347
Okay.
807
00:53:26,297 --> 00:53:27,730
God.
808
00:53:43,581 --> 00:53:45,208
Question number one.
809
00:53:45,316 --> 00:53:48,410
The human immunodeficiency virus
is a...
810
00:53:48,519 --> 00:53:50,043
Retrovirus?
811
00:53:50,154 --> 00:53:52,645
Retrovirus is the right answer!
812
00:54:02,233 --> 00:54:05,498
It's a mug's game, Mrs. Renton.
813
00:54:05,603 --> 00:54:08,470
I mean, I'm not saying
I was blameless myself.
814
00:54:08,573 --> 00:54:11,098
But there comes a time
815
00:54:11,209 --> 00:54:13,200
when you have to turn your back
on that nonsense
816
00:54:13,311 --> 00:54:15,404
and just say no.
817
00:54:19,717 --> 00:54:21,947
Just say no.
818
00:54:22,053 --> 00:54:24,886
She's gone!
She's gone!
819
00:54:36,434 --> 00:54:37,901
Fuck.
820
00:54:53,251 --> 00:54:54,809
Question number two.
821
00:54:54,919 --> 00:54:59,356
H.I.V. Binds to which receptor
on the host lymphocyte?
822
00:54:59,457 --> 00:55:01,652
Which receptor is that?
823
00:55:01,759 --> 00:55:05,195
I'm gonna try,
I'm gonna try
824
00:55:05,296 --> 00:55:08,390
I'm gonna try,
I'm gonna try
825
00:55:08,499 --> 00:55:09,693
CD4.
826
00:55:09,800 --> 00:55:12,667
CD4 is the right answer!
827
00:55:16,240 --> 00:55:18,708
Better than sex, Rents.
828
00:55:18,809 --> 00:55:21,277
Better than sex.
829
00:55:21,379 --> 00:55:23,609
The ultimate hit.
830
00:55:24,382 --> 00:55:27,647
I'm a fucking adult.
I can find out for myself.
831
00:55:28,653 --> 00:55:31,520
Well, I'm finding out,
all right.
832
00:55:36,961 --> 00:55:38,986
Tommy.
833
00:55:40,831 --> 00:55:42,423
No!
834
00:55:42,533 --> 00:55:44,160
Stop it.
Fucking stop it.
835
00:55:44,268 --> 00:55:45,496
Stop it.
Stop it.
836
00:55:45,603 --> 00:55:49,232
Is he guilty or not guilty?
837
00:55:52,643 --> 00:55:54,543
He's our son.
838
00:56:00,985 --> 00:56:01,952
Don't!
839
00:56:02,053 --> 00:56:02,951
Don't!
840
00:56:03,054 --> 00:56:05,921
Don't!
841
00:56:06,023 --> 00:56:08,116
Stop!
842
00:56:09,060 --> 00:56:11,119
Oh, my God!
843
00:56:12,830 --> 00:56:14,263
Stop!
844
00:56:20,504 --> 00:56:23,405
Mark.
845
00:56:23,507 --> 00:56:24,633
Mark.
846
00:56:25,576 --> 00:56:27,168
Mark.
847
00:56:30,414 --> 00:56:32,780
There's something
you need to do.
848
00:56:52,770 --> 00:56:53,566
Ow!
849
00:57:01,879 --> 00:57:04,279
Come alive, 35.
850
00:57:04,382 --> 00:57:07,249
Lots of tricks, 66.
851
00:57:08,119 --> 00:57:11,247
Mark, you've got a house!
852
00:57:11,355 --> 00:57:13,823
House!
House!
853
00:57:13,924 --> 00:57:16,392
For goodness sake, Mark.
854
00:57:16,994 --> 00:57:19,895
It seems I really am
the luckiest guy in the world.
855
00:57:19,997 --> 00:57:22,363
Several years of addiction
in the middle of an epidemic,
856
00:57:22,466 --> 00:57:24,730
surrounded by the living dead.
857
00:57:24,835 --> 00:57:27,463
But not me.
I'm negative.
858
00:57:27,571 --> 00:57:29,198
It's official.
859
00:57:30,074 --> 00:57:33,066
Once the pain goes away,
the real battle starts.
860
00:57:33,177 --> 00:57:35,077
Depression.
Boredom.
861
00:57:35,179 --> 00:57:38,546
You feel so fucking low, you'll
want to fucking top yourself.
862
00:57:41,686 --> 00:57:43,551
Tommy!
863
00:57:43,654 --> 00:57:45,019
Tommy!
864
00:57:49,126 --> 00:57:51,686
Tommy, it's Mark, man.
865
00:57:59,804 --> 00:58:01,704
Renton.
866
00:58:24,161 --> 00:58:25,594
Getting out much, Tommy?
867
00:58:25,696 --> 00:58:27,288
No.
868
00:58:30,901 --> 00:58:32,869
Following the game at all?
869
00:58:32,970 --> 00:58:34,767
No.
870
00:58:36,307 --> 00:58:38,639
Nah, me neither, really.
871
00:58:48,953 --> 00:58:51,114
You take the test?
872
00:58:52,690 --> 00:58:54,555
Aye.
873
00:58:56,360 --> 00:58:58,328
Clear?
874
00:58:59,063 --> 00:59:00,553
Aye.
875
00:59:02,466 --> 00:59:04,627
That's nice.
876
00:59:07,104 --> 00:59:09,470
I'm sorry, Tommy.
877
00:59:11,776 --> 00:59:13,641
Got any gear on you?
878
00:59:14,812 --> 00:59:16,837
No, I'm clean, man.
879
00:59:17,782 --> 00:59:21,809
Well, sub us, then, mate.
880
00:59:22,953 --> 00:59:24,750
I'm expecting a rent check.
881
00:59:39,236 --> 00:59:40,760
Thanks, Mark.
882
00:59:41,372 --> 00:59:43,340
No bother.
883
00:59:47,244 --> 00:59:50,077
No bother, none at all.
884
00:59:50,181 --> 00:59:51,671
Not for me, anyway.
885
00:59:51,782 --> 00:59:53,750
It's easy to be philosophical
886
00:59:53,851 --> 00:59:56,911
when it's some other poor cunt
with shite for blood.
887
01:00:04,728 --> 01:00:06,423
What do you want?
888
01:00:06,530 --> 01:00:08,361
- Are you clean?
- Yes.
889
01:00:08,466 --> 01:00:10,127
Is that a promise, then?
890
01:00:10,234 --> 01:00:11,633
Yes, it is.
891
01:00:11,735 --> 01:00:14,704
Calm down.
I'm only asking.
892
01:00:18,175 --> 01:00:21,042
- Is that hash I can smell?
- No.
893
01:00:21,145 --> 01:00:22,806
I wouldn't mind a bit, if it is.
894
01:00:22,913 --> 01:00:25,347
- Well, it isn't.
- It smells like it.
895
01:00:25,449 --> 01:00:29,215
- You're too young.
- I'm too young for what?
896
01:00:37,361 --> 01:00:39,625
You're not getting
any younger, Mark.
897
01:00:39,730 --> 01:00:42,358
The world's changing.
Music's changing.
898
01:00:42,466 --> 01:00:44,024
Even drugs are changing.
899
01:00:44,134 --> 01:00:45,567
You can't stay in here all day
900
01:00:45,669 --> 01:00:48,729
dreaming about heroin
and Ziggy Pop.
901
01:00:48,839 --> 01:00:50,534
It's Iggy Pop.
902
01:00:50,641 --> 01:00:53,201
Whatever.
I mean, the guy's dead anyway.
903
01:00:53,310 --> 01:00:56,336
Iggy Pop is not dead.
He toured last year.
904
01:00:56,447 --> 01:01:00,042
The point is, you've got
to find something new.
905
01:01:02,119 --> 01:01:05,782
She was right.
I had to find something new.
906
01:01:05,890 --> 01:01:08,450
There was only one thing
for it.
907
01:01:12,696 --> 01:01:16,689
So find the feeling
908
01:01:19,770 --> 01:01:23,900
So find the feeling
909
01:01:26,977 --> 01:01:30,936
So find the feeling
910
01:01:34,885 --> 01:01:37,285
Boom, diggy diggy diggy,
boom, diggy bang
911
01:01:51,168 --> 01:01:52,760
Lifestyle Leasing Agency.
912
01:01:52,870 --> 01:01:55,737
Oh, yes, it's a beautifully
converted Victorian townhouse.
913
01:01:55,839 --> 01:01:57,636
Ideally located in a quiet road,
914
01:01:57,741 --> 01:02:00,073
near to the local shops
and transport.
915
01:02:00,177 --> 01:02:03,146
This one's two bedrooms
and a kitchen/diner.
916
01:02:03,247 --> 01:02:05,841
Fully fitted in excellent
decorative order.
917
01:02:05,950 --> 01:02:08,282
Lots of storage space,
and all mod cons.
918
01:02:08,385 --> 01:02:11,980
And it's going at £320 a week.
919
01:02:19,063 --> 01:02:22,226
I settled in not too badly
and kept myself to myself.
920
01:02:22,333 --> 01:02:23,960
Sometimes,
I thought about the guys,
921
01:02:24,068 --> 01:02:26,195
but mainly I didn't miss them
at all.
922
01:02:26,303 --> 01:02:27,861
After all, this was Boomtown,
923
01:02:27,972 --> 01:02:31,669
where any fool could make cash
from chaos and plenty did.
924
01:02:31,775 --> 01:02:35,541
I've got a beautifully converted
Victorian townhouse.
925
01:02:35,646 --> 01:02:37,307
I quite enjoyed
the sound of it all.
926
01:02:37,414 --> 01:02:40,941
Profit, loss, margins,
takeovers, lending, letting,
927
01:02:41,051 --> 01:02:42,484
subletting, subdividing,
928
01:02:42,586 --> 01:02:45,248
cheating, scamming,
fragmenting, breaking away.
929
01:02:45,356 --> 01:02:47,153
Who's got the keys
to Telegraph Road?
930
01:02:47,257 --> 01:02:49,452
There was no such thing as
society, and even if there was,
931
01:02:49,560 --> 01:02:52,620
I most certainly had nothing
to do with it.
932
01:02:52,730 --> 01:02:56,530
For the first time in my adult
life, I was almost content.
933
01:02:57,768 --> 01:02:58,962
"Dear Mark...
934
01:02:59,069 --> 01:03:01,833
I'm glad you've found a job
and somewhere to live.
935
01:03:01,939 --> 01:03:03,668
School is fine at the moment.
936
01:03:03,774 --> 01:03:06,538
I'm not pregnant,
but thanks for asking.
937
01:03:06,644 --> 01:03:09,807
Your friend Sick Boy asked me
last week to work for him,
938
01:03:09,913 --> 01:03:11,847
but I told him where to go.
939
01:03:11,949 --> 01:03:14,281
I met Spud,
who sends his regards,
940
01:03:14,385 --> 01:03:16,717
or at least I think
that's what he said. "
941
01:03:19,990 --> 01:03:21,821
"No one has seen Tommy
for ages.
942
01:03:21,925 --> 01:03:25,952
And finally, Francis Begbie
has been on television a lot,
943
01:03:26,063 --> 01:03:27,325
as he is wanted by the police
944
01:03:27,431 --> 01:03:29,126
in connection
with an armed robbery
945
01:03:29,233 --> 01:03:30,860
in a jeweler's in Corstorphine.
946
01:03:30,968 --> 01:03:33,960
Take care.
Yours with love, Diane. "
947
01:03:41,378 --> 01:03:43,437
"Francis Begbie. "
948
01:03:47,918 --> 01:03:49,408
Oh, no.
949
01:03:49,520 --> 01:03:52,546
Armed robbery?
With a replica?
950
01:03:52,656 --> 01:03:55,523
I mean, how can it be armed
robbery with a fucking replica?
951
01:03:55,626 --> 01:03:58,026
Fucking scandal.
952
01:03:58,328 --> 01:04:01,320
And the gear.
Look.
953
01:04:03,167 --> 01:04:06,728
Supposed to be solid silver.
It's fucking garbage.
954
01:04:06,837 --> 01:04:09,704
There's couples investing
all their hopes in that stuff.
955
01:04:09,807 --> 01:04:12,207
- It's a scandal, Franco.
- Too fucking right it is.
956
01:04:12,309 --> 01:04:14,539
And I don't want any
pot noodles, by the way.
957
01:04:14,645 --> 01:04:16,670
I'm fucking Lee Marvin.
958
01:04:25,055 --> 01:04:26,420
Hey, Rents.
959
01:04:26,523 --> 01:04:29,959
Begbie settled in
in no time at all.
960
01:04:30,060 --> 01:04:32,756
I've got no fucking cigarettes.
961
01:04:38,168 --> 01:04:40,568
We didn't have nowhere
to live
962
01:04:40,671 --> 01:04:43,401
All right.
963
01:04:43,507 --> 01:04:47,705
Till someone said, "I know
this place off Burditt Road"
964
01:04:47,811 --> 01:04:50,439
It was on the 15th floor
965
01:04:50,547 --> 01:04:53,243
It had a board
across the door
966
01:04:53,350 --> 01:04:57,753
It took an hour to pry it off
and get inside
967
01:04:57,855 --> 01:05:00,255
It smelt as if someone
had died
968
01:05:00,357 --> 01:05:02,450
The living room
was full of flies
969
01:05:02,559 --> 01:05:03,856
The kitchen sink
was blocked
970
01:05:03,961 --> 01:05:04,928
It's me.
971
01:05:05,028 --> 01:05:07,792
The bathroom sink
not there at all
972
01:05:07,898 --> 01:05:08,956
Franks!
973
01:05:09,066 --> 01:05:10,795
A mess all right
974
01:05:10,901 --> 01:05:15,133
Yes, it's Mile End
975
01:05:15,239 --> 01:05:18,504
Yeah, the guy's
a psycho, but it's true.
976
01:05:18,609 --> 01:05:20,201
He's a mate also.
What can you do?
977
01:05:20,310 --> 01:05:22,642
And now we're living
in the sky
978
01:05:22,746 --> 01:05:25,772
I'd never thought
I'd live so high
979
01:05:25,883 --> 01:05:29,580
Just like heaven
if it didn't look like hell
980
01:05:29,686 --> 01:05:32,246
The lift is always
full of piss
981
01:05:32,356 --> 01:05:34,824
The fifth-floor landing
smells of fish
982
01:05:34,925 --> 01:05:39,589
Not just on Friday,
every single other day
983
01:05:39,696 --> 01:05:41,129
Hey.
984
01:05:41,231 --> 01:05:44,064
Pop into bookie's
and put a line on for us.
985
01:05:44,168 --> 01:05:46,136
Can you not go yourself?
986
01:05:46,470 --> 01:05:48,461
Well, seeing as how I'm
a fugitive from the law,
987
01:05:48,572 --> 01:05:51,439
and I can't even walk
the fucking streets, you go.
988
01:05:52,242 --> 01:05:53,903
Here.
989
01:05:55,145 --> 01:05:57,477
Doncaster.
4:40.
990
01:05:57,581 --> 01:06:00,516
£5 you win.
Bad Boy.
991
01:06:09,059 --> 01:06:12,551
Buy some fucking beer.
I'm out.
992
01:06:18,468 --> 01:06:19,730
Come on, Bad Boy!
993
01:06:19,837 --> 01:06:21,361
Come on, son!
Come on, son!
994
01:06:21,471 --> 01:06:22,733
Come on!
Come on!
995
01:06:22,840 --> 01:06:27,277
Yeah!
996
01:06:27,377 --> 01:06:31,473
Yeah!
997
01:06:31,582 --> 01:06:35,177
Bad Boy!
998
01:06:35,285 --> 01:06:37,480
Came in at 16 to 1.
999
01:06:37,588 --> 01:06:40,315
And with the winnings,
we went out to celebrate.
1000
01:07:09,953 --> 01:07:12,615
Diane was right.
The world is changing.
1001
01:07:12,723 --> 01:07:14,918
Music is changing.
Drugs are changing.
1002
01:07:15,025 --> 01:07:16,959
Even men and women
are changing.
1003
01:07:17,060 --> 01:07:18,493
1, 000 years from now,
1004
01:07:18,595 --> 01:07:20,961
there'll be no guys
and no girls, just wankers.
1005
01:07:21,064 --> 01:07:21,826
Sounds great to me.
1006
01:07:27,371 --> 01:07:30,169
It's just a pity
no one told Begbie.
1007
01:07:46,823 --> 01:07:49,291
Fuck!
Fuck!
1008
01:07:49,393 --> 01:07:51,793
You see, if you ask me,
we're heterosexual by default,
1009
01:07:51,895 --> 01:07:53,157
not by decision.
1010
01:07:53,263 --> 01:07:55,891
It's just a question
of who you fancy.
1011
01:07:55,999 --> 01:07:57,296
It's all about aesthetics,
1012
01:07:57,401 --> 01:07:59,596
and it's fuck-all to do
with morality.
1013
01:07:59,703 --> 01:08:01,295
Fuck!
1014
01:08:02,940 --> 01:08:05,238
But you try telling
Begbie that.
1015
01:08:05,342 --> 01:08:07,810
Look, I'm not a fucking bufty.
1016
01:08:07,911 --> 01:08:10,505
Let's face it.
It could have been wonderful.
1017
01:08:13,917 --> 01:08:16,977
Fucking listen to me,
you piece of junkie shit.
1018
01:08:17,087 --> 01:08:18,679
A joke's a fucking joke.
1019
01:08:18,789 --> 01:08:21,917
You mention that again,
and I'll cut you up.
1020
01:08:22,025 --> 01:08:24,220
You understand?
1021
01:08:29,700 --> 01:08:30,792
Since I last saw him,
1022
01:08:30,901 --> 01:08:33,961
Sick Boy had reinvented himself
as a pimp and a pusher
1023
01:08:34,071 --> 01:08:36,562
and was here, he said,
to mix business and pleasure,
1024
01:08:36,673 --> 01:08:39,938
setting up "contacts,"
as he constantly informed me,
1025
01:08:40,043 --> 01:08:43,911
for the great scag deal that
was going to make him rich.
1026
01:08:49,753 --> 01:08:51,448
Good chips.
1027
01:08:52,322 --> 01:08:55,052
I can't believe you did that.
1028
01:08:57,461 --> 01:08:59,622
I got a good price for it.
1029
01:08:59,730 --> 01:09:01,288
Rents, I need the money.
1030
01:09:01,398 --> 01:09:03,992
It was my fucking telly!
1031
01:09:04,101 --> 01:09:06,763
Well, if I'd known you were
going to get so humpty,
1032
01:09:06,870 --> 01:09:08,929
I wouldn't have bothered.
1033
01:09:11,341 --> 01:09:13,741
Fucking rented, anyway.
1034
01:09:14,578 --> 01:09:16,443
You going to eat that?
1035
01:09:21,952 --> 01:09:24,011
Have you got a passport?
1036
01:09:24,121 --> 01:09:25,645
Why?
1037
01:09:25,756 --> 01:09:27,519
I met this bloke.
1038
01:09:27,624 --> 01:09:29,649
Runs a hotel, a brothel.
1039
01:09:29,760 --> 01:09:31,728
Loads of contacts.
1040
01:09:31,828 --> 01:09:32,954
Does a nice sideline
1041
01:09:33,063 --> 01:09:35,657
in punting British passports
to foreigners.
1042
01:09:35,766 --> 01:09:37,495
Get you a good price.
1043
01:09:37,601 --> 01:09:40,536
And why would I want
to sell my passport?
1044
01:09:44,674 --> 01:09:46,471
It was just an idea.
1045
01:09:47,744 --> 01:09:49,735
I had to get rid of them.
1046
01:09:49,846 --> 01:09:53,145
Sick Boy didn't do his drug
deal, and he didn't get rich.
1047
01:09:53,250 --> 01:09:55,514
Instead, he and Begbie
hung around my bed-sit
1048
01:09:55,619 --> 01:09:57,109
looking for things to steal.
1049
01:09:57,220 --> 01:10:00,883
I decided to put them in
the worst place in the world.
1050
01:10:04,327 --> 01:10:08,525
Sandman goes, two in tow
1051
01:10:08,632 --> 01:10:10,623
Wet and dumb
1052
01:10:15,338 --> 01:10:18,774
Coming down again
1053
01:10:27,417 --> 01:10:29,317
They weren't paying
any rent,
1054
01:10:29,419 --> 01:10:32,081
so when my boss
found two suckers who would,
1055
01:10:32,189 --> 01:10:35,158
Sick Boy and Begbie were bound
to feel threatened.
1056
01:10:35,258 --> 01:10:38,819
Yep, lots of storage.
All mod cons.
1057
01:10:38,929 --> 01:10:41,090
320 quid a week.
1058
01:10:42,766 --> 01:10:44,324
- Aah!
- Aah!
1059
01:10:44,434 --> 01:10:45,799
And that was that.
1060
01:10:46,603 --> 01:10:49,299
But by then we had another
reason to go back.
1061
01:10:49,406 --> 01:10:50,668
Tommy.
1062
01:10:50,774 --> 01:10:52,799
Tommy knew he'd got
the virus, like,
1063
01:10:52,909 --> 01:10:55,673
but he never knew
he'd gone full-blown.
1064
01:10:55,779 --> 01:10:57,838
What was it,
pneumonia or cancer?
1065
01:10:57,948 --> 01:11:00,439
No, toxoplasmosis.
1066
01:11:00,550 --> 01:11:02,450
Sort of like a stroke.
1067
01:11:02,552 --> 01:11:04,042
How's that?
1068
01:11:04,821 --> 01:11:07,381
He wanted to see Lizzy again.
1069
01:11:07,991 --> 01:11:10,050
She wouldn't let him
near the house.
1070
01:11:10,160 --> 01:11:13,789
So he bought her a present,
brought her this kitten.
1071
01:11:13,897 --> 01:11:15,797
I bet Lizzy told him
where to stick it.
1072
01:11:15,899 --> 01:11:18,959
Exactly. "I'm not wanting
that cat," she says.
1073
01:11:19,069 --> 01:11:20,366
Get the fuck, right.
1074
01:11:20,470 --> 01:11:23,803
So there's Tommy stuck
with this kitten.
1075
01:11:23,907 --> 01:11:25,033
You can imagine what happened.
1076
01:11:25,142 --> 01:11:27,610
To those of us
gathered here today,
1077
01:11:27,711 --> 01:11:31,909
Thomas McKenzie filled a number
of different roles in our lives.
1078
01:11:32,015 --> 01:11:33,573
What?
- Thomas was a son.
1079
01:11:33,683 --> 01:11:35,241
The thing was neglected.
1080
01:11:35,352 --> 01:11:37,650
Pissing and shitting
all over the place.
1081
01:11:37,754 --> 01:11:38,812
Tommy's lying about,
1082
01:11:38,922 --> 01:11:42,323
fucked out of his eyeballs
on smack or downers.
1083
01:11:42,425 --> 01:11:45,861
He never knew you could get
toxoplasmosis from cat shit.
1084
01:11:46,930 --> 01:11:50,730
A loving man with a great lust
for life.
1085
01:11:51,568 --> 01:11:53,160
Neither did I.
What is it?
1086
01:11:53,270 --> 01:11:55,431
Fucking horrible.
1087
01:11:55,539 --> 01:11:57,404
It's like an abscess
in your brain.
1088
01:11:57,507 --> 01:11:59,338
Fucking hell.
1089
01:11:59,442 --> 01:12:00,568
Then what happened?
1090
01:12:00,677 --> 01:12:03,271
He starts getting
these headaches,
1091
01:12:03,380 --> 01:12:06,611
so he just uses more smack,
you know, for the pain, like.
1092
01:12:06,716 --> 01:12:08,775
And then he has a stroke.
1093
01:12:08,885 --> 01:12:12,719
A fucking stroke.
Just like that.
1094
01:12:12,822 --> 01:12:15,814
Gets home from the hospital
and dies three weeks later.
1095
01:12:17,060 --> 01:12:18,391
He'd been dead for ages
1096
01:12:18,495 --> 01:12:20,622
before the neighbors
complained about the smell
1097
01:12:20,730 --> 01:12:23,631
and got the police
to break down the door.
1098
01:12:23,733 --> 01:12:26,065
Tommy was lying facedown
in a pool of vomit.
1099
01:12:26,169 --> 01:12:27,796
He has gone from us,
1100
01:12:27,904 --> 01:12:31,305
but we have many things
to remember him by.
1101
01:12:31,408 --> 01:12:32,397
The kitten was fine.
1102
01:12:32,509 --> 01:12:35,740
Would you all please rise now
for the committal?
1103
01:12:39,082 --> 01:12:44,145
Did you think
I would leave you crying
1104
01:12:44,254 --> 01:12:48,691
When there's room
on my horse for two?
1105
01:12:49,859 --> 01:12:54,489
Climb up here, Tommy,
don't be dying
1106
01:12:54,598 --> 01:12:59,001
I can go just as fast
with two
1107
01:12:59,102 --> 01:13:03,937
When we grow up,
we'll both be soldiers
1108
01:13:04,040 --> 01:13:08,773
And our horses
will not be toys
1109
01:13:08,878 --> 01:13:13,872
And I wonder
if we'll remember
1110
01:13:13,984 --> 01:13:18,478
When we were
two little boys
1111
01:13:21,258 --> 01:13:23,385
- Tommy.
- Tommy.
1112
01:13:27,897 --> 01:13:29,865
Did you tell him yet?
1113
01:13:30,900 --> 01:13:31,958
On you go.
1114
01:13:32,068 --> 01:13:33,558
What?
1115
01:13:33,670 --> 01:13:35,297
There's this mate of Swanney's.
1116
01:13:35,405 --> 01:13:37,134
You know the guy.
Mikey Forrester.
1117
01:13:37,240 --> 01:13:38,468
Aye.
1118
01:13:38,942 --> 01:13:44,312
Well, he's come into some gear.
1119
01:13:44,414 --> 01:13:45,403
A lot of gear.
1120
01:13:45,515 --> 01:13:46,948
How much gear?
1121
01:13:48,752 --> 01:13:53,917
About two kilos, so he tells me.
1122
01:13:54,024 --> 01:13:57,152
He got drunk in a pub down
by the docks last week,
1123
01:13:57,260 --> 01:13:59,751
where he met
two Russian sailors.
1124
01:13:59,863 --> 01:14:02,423
They're fucking carrying
this stuff for sale,
1125
01:14:02,532 --> 01:14:03,931
there and then, like.
1126
01:14:04,034 --> 01:14:07,435
So he wakes up the next morning,
1127
01:14:07,537 --> 01:14:11,268
realizes what he's done,
gets very fucking nervous.
1128
01:14:11,374 --> 01:14:12,966
He wants rid of this, right?
1129
01:14:13,076 --> 01:14:14,043
So?
1130
01:14:14,144 --> 01:14:17,944
So he met me, and I offered
to take it off his hands
1131
01:14:18,048 --> 01:14:20,710
at a very reasonable price,
with the intention
1132
01:14:20,817 --> 01:14:23,377
of punting it on myself
to a guy I know in London.
1133
01:14:23,486 --> 01:14:24,282
Ho ho-ho-ho!
1134
01:14:24,387 --> 01:14:26,378
We've just come back
from Tommy's funeral,
1135
01:14:26,489 --> 01:14:28,957
and you're talking
about a scag deal?
1136
01:14:30,560 --> 01:14:31,959
Aye.
1137
01:14:35,732 --> 01:14:37,563
What was your price?
1138
01:14:37,667 --> 01:14:39,658
- Four grand.
- You haven't got four grand?
1139
01:14:39,769 --> 01:14:41,396
We're £2,000 short.
1140
01:14:41,504 --> 01:14:43,734
Well, that's tough.
1141
01:14:43,840 --> 01:14:47,742
Look, every cunt knows you've
been saving up down in London.
1142
01:14:47,844 --> 01:14:49,971
I'm sorry.
I do not have two grand.
1143
01:14:51,081 --> 01:14:53,015
Aye, you fucking do.
1144
01:14:54,517 --> 01:14:56,246
I've seen your bank statement.
1145
01:14:56,353 --> 01:14:58,651
For fuck's sake.
1146
01:14:58,755 --> 01:15:03,158
£2, 133.
1147
01:15:03,259 --> 01:15:06,524
Two kilos.
What is that, 10 years?
1148
01:15:06,629 --> 01:15:08,358
Mikey Forrester?
Russian sailors?
1149
01:15:08,465 --> 01:15:10,558
What the fuck
are you boys on, eh?
1150
01:15:10,667 --> 01:15:12,362
Spud, you've already been
to jail.
1151
01:15:12,469 --> 01:15:14,937
What's the deal? You like it
so much you want to go back?
1152
01:15:15,038 --> 01:15:17,438
I just want the money, Mark.
1153
01:15:17,540 --> 01:15:19,440
If everybody keeps
their mouth shut,
1154
01:15:19,542 --> 01:15:22,102
there'll be no cunt
going to jail.
1155
01:15:26,649 --> 01:15:28,378
There were a lot
of possibilities running
1156
01:15:28,485 --> 01:15:31,113
through my mind about
what might happen in London.
1157
01:15:31,221 --> 01:15:34,452
Things I didn't want to talk
to anyone about,
1158
01:15:34,557 --> 01:15:37,617
ideas best kept to myself.
1159
01:15:37,727 --> 01:15:39,786
No one told me
when we bought the scag,
1160
01:15:39,896 --> 01:15:42,660
some lucky punter
would have to try it out.
1161
01:15:46,836 --> 01:15:48,463
Begbie didn't trust Spud.
1162
01:15:48,571 --> 01:15:50,971
Sick Boy was too careful
these days.
1163
01:15:51,074 --> 01:15:54,237
So I rolled up my sleeve,
I spiked my vein,
1164
01:15:54,344 --> 01:15:56,073
and I did what had to be done.
1165
01:15:59,849 --> 01:16:01,749
It's good.
1166
01:16:01,851 --> 01:16:04,945
Oh, it's really fucking good.
1167
01:16:05,688 --> 01:16:08,987
Mmm. Ohh.
1168
01:16:09,092 --> 01:16:11,583
Yeah, that hit was good.
1169
01:16:11,694 --> 01:16:14,595
I promised myself another one
before I got to London.
1170
01:16:14,697 --> 01:16:18,098
Just the one like.
For old time's sake.
1171
01:16:18,201 --> 01:16:20,931
Just to piss Begbie off.
1172
01:16:21,037 --> 01:16:22,766
This was his nightmare.
1173
01:16:22,872 --> 01:16:25,602
The dodgiest scam
in a lifetime of dodgy scams
1174
01:16:25,708 --> 01:16:27,608
being perpetrated with three
of the most useless
1175
01:16:27,710 --> 01:16:31,271
and unreliable fuck-ups
in town.
1176
01:16:31,381 --> 01:16:32,939
I knew what was going on
in his mind.
1177
01:16:33,049 --> 01:16:35,540
Any trouble in London, and
he would dump us immediately.
1178
01:16:35,652 --> 01:16:36,619
One way or another.
1179
01:16:36,719 --> 01:16:38,118
He had to.
1180
01:16:38,221 --> 01:16:40,451
If he got caught
with a bagful of scag,
1181
01:16:40,557 --> 01:16:42,047
on top of
that armed-robbery shit,
1182
01:16:42,158 --> 01:16:44,752
he was going down for 15 to 20.
1183
01:16:45,161 --> 01:16:47,026
Begbie was hard,
but not so hard
1184
01:16:47,130 --> 01:16:50,099
that he didn't shite it
off 20 years in Sultan.
1185
01:16:57,407 --> 01:16:59,967
This was to be my final hit.
1186
01:17:00,076 --> 01:17:01,907
But let's be clear about this.
1187
01:17:02,011 --> 01:17:05,071
There's final hits
and final hits.
1188
01:17:05,181 --> 01:17:07,149
What kind was this to be?
1189
01:17:12,222 --> 01:17:14,019
Did you bring the cards?
1190
01:17:14,290 --> 01:17:15,621
- What?
- The cards.
1191
01:17:15,725 --> 01:17:18,285
The last thing I told you
was to mind the cards.
1192
01:17:18,394 --> 01:17:20,521
Well, I've not brought them.
1193
01:17:22,499 --> 01:17:24,865
Fucking boring after a while
without the cards.
1194
01:17:24,968 --> 01:17:27,095
I'm sorry.
1195
01:17:27,203 --> 01:17:29,398
- Bit fucking late.
- Why didn't you bring them?
1196
01:17:29,506 --> 01:17:33,237
'Cause I fucking told you
to bring them, you doss cunt!
1197
01:17:34,043 --> 01:17:35,237
Christ.
1198
01:18:22,659 --> 01:18:24,251
These are your friends, right?
1199
01:18:24,360 --> 01:18:27,420
These are the guys
I told you about.
1200
01:18:27,530 --> 01:18:29,930
- Well, is he here?
- Yeah, he's here.
1201
01:18:30,033 --> 01:18:31,933
You didn't get followed,
did you?
1202
01:18:32,035 --> 01:18:34,094
We didn't get followed.
1203
01:18:34,203 --> 01:18:35,568
Okay.
1204
01:18:52,589 --> 01:18:53,783
All right.
1205
01:18:53,890 --> 01:18:55,050
Aye.
1206
01:18:57,727 --> 01:19:00,287
Straightaway he clocked us
for what we were.
1207
01:19:00,396 --> 01:19:03,388
Small-time wasters
with an accidental big deal.
1208
01:19:14,344 --> 01:19:16,039
Excuse me, gentlemen.
1209
01:20:09,399 --> 01:20:14,029
So how much would you like
for this?
1210
01:20:16,506 --> 01:20:18,098
£20,000.
1211
01:20:19,776 --> 01:20:22,904
Well, I don't think it's worth
much more than £ 15,000.
1212
01:20:23,012 --> 01:20:24,809
This was a real drag to him.
1213
01:20:24,914 --> 01:20:26,814
He didn't need to negotiate.
1214
01:20:26,916 --> 01:20:29,146
What the fuck were we going
to do if he didn't buy it?
1215
01:20:29,252 --> 01:20:31,914
Sell it on the streets?
Fuck that!
1216
01:20:32,021 --> 01:20:33,818
Well, £ 19,000.
1217
01:20:33,923 --> 01:20:36,721
I'm terribly sorry.
I can't go to £ 19,000.
1218
01:20:39,362 --> 01:20:41,728
Well, fucking £ 16,000, then.
1219
01:20:43,766 --> 01:20:44,698
Okay.
1220
01:20:44,801 --> 01:20:47,395
Well, fucking £ 16,000
it is, then.
1221
01:20:51,774 --> 01:20:55,073
These, gentlemen,
are £2,000 bundles.
1222
01:20:55,178 --> 01:20:57,942
Here's two.
1223
01:20:58,047 --> 01:20:59,776
That's four.
1224
01:20:59,882 --> 01:21:02,282
We settled on £16, 000.
1225
01:21:02,385 --> 01:21:06,151
He had more in the suitcase,
but it was better than nothing.
1226
01:21:13,229 --> 01:21:15,789
Thank you very much, gentlemen.
1227
01:21:15,898 --> 01:21:18,492
I'd like to say it's been
a pleasure haggling with you.
1228
01:21:18,601 --> 01:21:20,831
Fucking brand-new,
by the way.
1229
01:21:23,306 --> 01:21:24,273
Okay.
1230
01:21:26,743 --> 01:21:28,802
- Yes!
- Yes!
1231
01:21:28,911 --> 01:21:30,310
Fucking...
1232
01:21:31,214 --> 01:21:33,978
And just for a moment,
it felt really great.
1233
01:21:34,083 --> 01:21:35,983
Like we were in it together,
like friends.
1234
01:21:36,085 --> 01:21:37,575
Like it meant something.
1235
01:21:37,687 --> 01:21:40,155
A moment like that
can touch you deep inside.
1236
01:21:40,256 --> 01:21:43,256
But it doesn't last long,
not like £16, 000.
1237
01:21:43,359 --> 01:21:46,487
So what about you, Spud, any
investments on the horizon?
1238
01:21:46,596 --> 01:21:48,826
Gonna buy yourself
a wee island in the sun?
1239
01:21:48,931 --> 01:21:49,955
For four fucking grand?
1240
01:21:50,066 --> 01:21:54,127
One palm tree, a couple
of rocks, and a sewage outflow.
1241
01:21:55,037 --> 01:21:57,335
I don't know, man.
1242
01:21:57,440 --> 01:21:59,908
I'm gonna get something
for my ma.
1243
01:22:00,009 --> 01:22:04,207
Get some good speed, no bicarb.
1244
01:22:04,313 --> 01:22:06,338
And get a girl, take her out,
treat her right.
1245
01:22:06,449 --> 01:22:07,438
Shag her senseless.
1246
01:22:07,550 --> 01:22:09,609
No, man!
True love.
1247
01:22:09,719 --> 01:22:11,118
True love.
1248
01:22:11,220 --> 01:22:12,619
Hey, but I could handle
1249
01:22:12,722 --> 01:22:15,623
some hot sex
with a Jewish Princess.
1250
01:22:15,725 --> 01:22:17,784
- You daft cunt!
- Or a Catholic!
1251
01:22:17,894 --> 01:22:18,861
If you're gonna waste it
on a bird,
1252
01:22:18,961 --> 01:22:21,452
you may as well fucking
leave all of it to me.
1253
01:22:21,564 --> 01:22:22,963
Now get the drinks.
1254
01:22:23,065 --> 01:22:26,193
- I got the last one.
- It's your round, Franco.
1255
01:22:27,737 --> 01:22:29,705
Okay.
Same again?
1256
01:22:29,806 --> 01:22:32,240
Right.
I'm off for a pish.
1257
01:22:32,341 --> 01:22:34,901
See when I get back
the money's still here, okay?
1258
01:22:35,011 --> 01:22:36,842
The moment your back's turned,
we're out the door.
1259
01:22:36,946 --> 01:22:38,538
I'll be right fucking after you.
1260
01:22:38,648 --> 01:22:41,310
You'll never catch us,
you flabby bastard.
1261
01:22:41,417 --> 01:22:43,681
By the way,
see when I get back.
1262
01:22:43,786 --> 01:22:46,311
Be halfway down the street
with the money.
1263
01:22:46,422 --> 01:22:47,821
Fucking kill you.
1264
01:22:47,924 --> 01:22:50,154
I thought you might, Franco.
1265
01:22:50,259 --> 01:22:51,783
I thought you might.
1266
01:22:56,265 --> 01:22:58,495
Are you game for it?
1267
01:22:58,601 --> 01:23:00,125
What?
1268
01:23:01,804 --> 01:23:03,271
Well?
1269
01:23:04,373 --> 01:23:05,965
Are you serious?
1270
01:23:13,983 --> 01:23:14,950
Don't know.
1271
01:23:15,051 --> 01:23:16,541
What do you think?
1272
01:23:17,887 --> 01:23:19,047
Still here, I see.
1273
01:23:19,155 --> 01:23:21,555
Oh, well, we wouldn't
run out on a mate, eh?
1274
01:23:21,657 --> 01:23:23,989
Why not?
I know I would.
1275
01:23:24,861 --> 01:23:26,556
Where's Franco?
1276
01:23:29,131 --> 01:23:31,622
For fuck's sake!
1277
01:23:31,734 --> 01:23:32,928
Sorry, mate.
1278
01:23:33,035 --> 01:23:36,334
You ruined my fucking suit,
you fucking idiot.
1279
01:23:36,439 --> 01:23:37,906
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean it.
1280
01:23:38,007 --> 01:23:40,066
Sorry's not gonna
dry me off, you cunt.
1281
01:23:40,176 --> 01:23:43,145
Cool down, Franco.
The man says he's sorry.
1282
01:23:43,246 --> 01:23:46,477
Not sorry enough
for being a fat cunt.
1283
01:23:46,582 --> 01:23:48,709
If you can't hold a pint,
you shouldn't be in the pub.
1284
01:23:48,818 --> 01:23:49,842
Fuck off.
1285
01:23:54,223 --> 01:23:55,952
Aah.
1286
01:23:56,058 --> 01:23:58,458
Oh! Oh, no!
Oh, no!
1287
01:24:05,801 --> 01:24:07,860
Come on, Franco, move away.
Aah!
1288
01:24:07,970 --> 01:24:10,336
Aah!
Fuck's sake!
1289
01:24:10,439 --> 01:24:12,930
Oh, fucking nice one, Franco!
1290
01:24:13,042 --> 01:24:14,703
- Shut it!
- You cut me, man!
1291
01:24:14,810 --> 01:24:16,903
You were in my fucking way.
1292
01:24:17,013 --> 01:24:18,310
Help!
1293
01:24:19,482 --> 01:24:20,813
Oh, no.
1294
01:24:20,917 --> 01:24:24,148
Anybody else want to get
in my fucking way?
1295
01:24:24,253 --> 01:24:25,481
You?
1296
01:24:27,890 --> 01:24:29,016
You?
1297
01:24:33,996 --> 01:24:39,400
Hey, Rent Boy, you bring me down
a fucking smoke.
1298
01:24:39,502 --> 01:24:42,471
- I think we'd better go, Franco!
- Go to the hospital!
1299
01:24:42,571 --> 01:24:46,337
You're not going to any fucking
hospital, and you're staying.
1300
01:24:49,345 --> 01:24:52,473
You bring me down
a fucking cigarette.
1301
01:24:58,254 --> 01:24:59,846
And the bag.
1302
01:26:12,461 --> 01:26:16,056
Drive boy, dog boy,
dirty, numb, angel boy
1303
01:26:16,165 --> 01:26:19,532
In-the-doorway boy,
she was a lipstick boy
1304
01:26:19,635 --> 01:26:22,934
She was a beautiful boy,
and tears, boy
1305
01:26:23,039 --> 01:26:25,530
And all in
your inner space, boy
1306
01:26:25,641 --> 01:26:28,940
You had hand, girl's boy,
and steel, boy
1307
01:26:29,045 --> 01:26:30,910
You had chemicals, boy
1308
01:26:31,013 --> 01:26:33,481
I've grown so close
to you, boy
1309
01:26:33,582 --> 01:26:35,379
And you just groan, boy
1310
01:26:35,484 --> 01:26:37,714
She said,
"Come over, come over"
1311
01:26:37,820 --> 01:26:40,414
She smiled at you
1312
01:26:40,523 --> 01:26:44,482
Bo-o-o-o-y
1313
01:27:00,543 --> 01:27:03,979
Drive boy, dog boy,
dirty, numb, angel boy
1314
01:27:04,080 --> 01:27:07,516
In-the-doorway boy,
she was a lipstick boy
1315
01:27:07,616 --> 01:27:11,017
She was a beautiful boy,
and tears, boy
1316
01:27:11,120 --> 01:27:13,588
And all in
your inner space, boy
1317
01:27:13,689 --> 01:27:16,988
You had hand, girl's boy,
and steel, boy
1318
01:27:17,093 --> 01:27:18,924
You had chemicals, boy
1319
01:27:19,028 --> 01:27:21,588
I've grown so close
to you, boy
1320
01:27:21,697 --> 01:27:23,358
And you just groan, boy
1321
01:27:23,466 --> 01:27:25,730
She said,
"Come over, come over"
1322
01:27:25,835 --> 01:27:28,395
She smiled at you
1323
01:27:28,504 --> 01:27:32,065
Bo-o-o-o-y
1324
01:27:41,050 --> 01:27:43,109
Let your feelings slip, boy
1325
01:27:43,219 --> 01:27:45,210
But never your mask, boy
1326
01:27:45,321 --> 01:27:48,222
Random blonde bio,
high-density rhythm
1327
01:27:48,324 --> 01:27:50,656
Blond boy,
blond country blond
1328
01:27:50,759 --> 01:27:52,158
High density
1329
01:27:52,261 --> 01:27:54,354
You are my drug, boy
1330
01:27:54,463 --> 01:27:56,624
You're real, boy,
speak to me, boy
1331
01:27:56,732 --> 01:27:59,098
Dog-dirty,
numb-cracking boy
1332
01:27:59,201 --> 01:28:00,463
You get wet, boy
1333
01:28:00,569 --> 01:28:02,127
Big, big-time boy
1334
01:28:02,238 --> 01:28:03,705
Acid-bear boy
1335
01:28:03,806 --> 01:28:06,934
Babes and babes and babes
and babes and babes
1336
01:28:07,042 --> 01:28:09,374
And remembering nothing,
boy
1337
01:28:09,478 --> 01:28:11,878
Will you like
my tin horn, boy?
1338
01:28:11,981 --> 01:28:17,886
And get wet like an angel,
derail
1339
01:28:30,132 --> 01:28:33,533
Now, I've justified this
to myself in all sorts of ways.
1340
01:28:33,636 --> 01:28:36,264
It wasn't a big deal,
just a minor betrayal.
1341
01:28:36,372 --> 01:28:40,274
Or we'd outgrown each other.
You know, that sort of thing.
1342
01:28:40,376 --> 01:28:42,367
But let's face it.
I ripped them off.
1343
01:28:42,478 --> 01:28:44,776
My so-called mates.
1344
01:28:44,880 --> 01:28:47,110
But Begbie. I couldn't give
a shit about him.
1345
01:28:47,216 --> 01:28:48,774
And Sick Boy.
He'd have done the same to me
1346
01:28:48,884 --> 01:28:50,715
if he'd only thought
of it first.
1347
01:28:52,321 --> 01:28:55,119
And Spud. Well, okay,
I felt sorry for Spud.
1348
01:28:55,224 --> 01:28:57,055
He never hurt anybody.
1349
01:29:03,465 --> 01:29:06,366
Bastard!
1350
01:29:11,874 --> 01:29:14,001
Bastard!
1351
01:29:17,179 --> 01:29:19,238
Fuck! Fuck!
1352
01:29:19,348 --> 01:29:21,077
All right, move away, people.
1353
01:29:21,183 --> 01:29:23,014
What's going on in there?
1354
01:29:24,186 --> 01:29:26,780
Open up.
Open up now!
1355
01:29:26,889 --> 01:29:28,652
Bastard!
1356
01:29:29,358 --> 01:29:30,848
Bastard!
1357
01:29:30,960 --> 01:29:33,292
So why did I do it?
1358
01:29:33,963 --> 01:29:37,023
I could offer
a million answers, all false.
1359
01:29:37,132 --> 01:29:39,191
The truth is
that I'm a bad person,
1360
01:29:39,301 --> 01:29:40,734
but that's gonna change.
1361
01:29:40,836 --> 01:29:42,667
I'm going to change.
1362
01:29:42,771 --> 01:29:44,762
This is the last
of that sort of thing.
1363
01:29:44,873 --> 01:29:46,534
I'm cleaning up
and I'm moving on.
1364
01:29:46,642 --> 01:29:48,940
Going straight
and choosing life.
1365
01:29:49,044 --> 01:29:51,274
I'm looking forward to it
already.
1366
01:29:51,380 --> 01:29:53,473
I'm going to be just like you.
1367
01:29:53,582 --> 01:29:56,210
The job, the family,
the fucking big television,
1368
01:29:56,318 --> 01:29:57,876
the washing machine, the car,
1369
01:29:57,987 --> 01:29:59,955
the compact disc,
and electrical tin opener,
1370
01:30:00,055 --> 01:30:02,285
good health, low cholesterol,
dental insurance,
1371
01:30:02,391 --> 01:30:05,121
mortgage, starter home,
leisurewear, luggage,
1372
01:30:05,227 --> 01:30:07,559
three-piece suite,
D.I. Y., game shows,
1373
01:30:07,663 --> 01:30:09,654
junk food, children,
walks in the park,
1374
01:30:09,765 --> 01:30:12,290
9:00 to 5:00, good at golf,
washing the car,
1375
01:30:12,401 --> 01:30:14,301
choice of sweaters,
family Christmas,
1376
01:30:14,403 --> 01:30:17,964
indexed pension, tax exemption,
clearing gutters, getting by,
1377
01:30:18,073 --> 01:30:20,735
looking ahead
to the day you die.
1378
01:31:58,140 --> 01:32:02,042
La-a-a
1379
01:32:02,144 --> 01:32:05,773
La, la-a-a
1380
01:32:05,881 --> 01:32:10,682
La, la, la, la-a-a
1381
01:32:10,786 --> 01:32:13,448
La, la-a-a
1382
01:32:13,555 --> 01:32:16,217
La-a-a, la, la, la
1383
01:32:45,754 --> 01:32:49,656
La-a-a
1384
01:32:49,758 --> 01:32:53,319
La, La-a-a
1385
01:32:53,429 --> 01:32:58,332
La, la, la, la-a-a
1386
01:32:58,434 --> 01:33:00,664
La, La-a-a
1387
01:33:00,769 --> 01:33:04,102
La-a-a, la, la, la
1388
01:33:04,706 --> 01:33:06,674
"Dr. No. "
1389
01:33:09,311 --> 01:33:11,836
"From Russia with Love. "
1390
01:33:14,149 --> 01:33:16,276
"You Only Live Twice. "
1391
01:33:20,322 --> 01:33:22,381
"Goldfinger. "
1392
01:33:25,227 --> 01:33:27,855
"Diamonds are Forever. "
1393
01:33:28,897 --> 01:33:30,865
"Thunderball. "
1394
01:33:33,302 --> 01:33:36,863
"Never Say Never Again. "